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Recieved: 2004/12/18 22:36
Subject: [K-list] Fear of not living
From: Rick Mayweather

I'm becoming more conscious of a great fear of not living in me.

What does it really mean to live ? Life is drifting by, and i'm not in the
stream. Perhaps my ego is not where it wants to be in the stream.

I am always curious what people do in their lives, because you rarely get
close enough to find out.

What is the real cause of this ?

I like to think that I live a life of no regrets, but now I wonder as the
years go by, I am starting to think that my life is slowly trickling by,
wasting drop by drop.

I feel almost completely overcome by this feeling. It's been said many
times that the fear of living is greater than the fear of death, can
somebody please elaborate a little more upon this from this experience,
because if this is what I have, then I would like to work with it before I
do something I will regret.

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