To: K-list
Recieved: 2004/12/18 22:35
Subject: Re: [K-list] Fear of not living
From: marion hanvey
On 2004/12/18 22:35, marion hanvey posted thus to the K-list:
>I'm becoming more conscious of a great fear of not living in me.
>
>What does it really mean to live ? Life is drifting by, and i'm not in the
>stream. Perhaps my ego is not where it wants to be in the stream.
>
>I am always curious what people do in their lives, because you rarely get
>close enough to find out.
>
>What is the real cause of this ?
>
>I like to think that I live a life of no regrets, but now I wonder as the
>years go by, I am starting to think that my life is slowly trickling by,
>wasting drop by drop.
>
>I feel almost completely overcome by this feeling. It's been said many
>times that the fear of living is greater than the fear of death, can
>somebody please elaborate a little more upon this from this experience,
>because if this is what I have, then I would like to work with it before I
>do something I will regret.
>
Throw yourself wholeheartedly into living. Forget about the
psychic/spiritual stuff, you're already there anyway. And you knew you were
great before you came here.
I don't know where you live, but if you live in Britain you'll know we have
this hedonistic get wasted in the pub and club scene.
Join it. Join in whatever you want. It's easy.D
Love
Marion
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