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Recieved: 2004/12/09 11:23
Subject: [K-list] Falling.. falling
From: Gustaf Grefberg

The bliss and the pain together is filling my entire being like a tidalwave.
It is LIFE, so powerful, and it wants nothing but to expand and fill more.

There is also resistance, so much resistance. The resistance always says "I
can't take any more of this.. It will be too much!" It brings tension in the
body that is being filled with all this life.

Oh dear, I am so tired of fighting with life. Every day I move into more
trust, into more surrender, yet there is yet another layer of resistance.

I feel the lotus blossom expanding within me, unfolding. All I desire is to
just surrender myself completely, drop everything I believe in and hold onto
and just fall down into the abyss of infinity.

As I fall, LIFE will embrace me everywhere. Oh my. Falling would be great,
wouldn't it? Fall... fall.. let go of the railing and trust..

Love Gustaf

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