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Recieved: 2004/12/06 20:04
Subject: [K-list] Voices ~ the reality
From: Shawngrey333
On 2004/12/06 20:04, Shawngrey333 posted thus to the K-list:
I have an experience I want to share with you. I've mentioned before that
i've been in contact with spiritual entities in the past and I believe they are
real. This was confirmed for me when I was hanging up late (about four in
the morning) with a friend while watching t.v. Before I tell you what happened
I feel I have to mention that I made a conscious decision out loud with some
people that i'm ready to communicate with spirits earlier that day. After I
voiced this I started having subtle psychic impressions everywhere I went.
Well, the night before last was when this happened. We were watching t.v. and at
the same time listening to music. After the music was over and the player
stopped still watching t.v. I heard a voice come from the radio saying "you're
gonna die" "this is the end" I looked at the radio and it was definitely off.
I looked at my friend and didn't say a word. Then the voice said "satan is
the master". It said many other things but this was something that stuck out
and I said in my head you're fucking bullshit and many other things to get rid
of the entity. My friend looked at me and asked if I heard that. I asked what
he heard first. He said that voice mentioning satan, did you hear it? I told
him I did. I had to hear from him what the voice said first before I could
trust how truly connected he is. This friend of mine is very psychic and so am
I so we seem to connect with these things, especially when we're together.
After the voice left periodically coming back only to find me cussing it out
at it's pathetic attempt to convert us then other entities started showing up
from somewhere that seemed to understand what was going on. My friend and I
didn't need to mention these voices to each other although I know we both
heard them because I asked later. We just allowed them to handle their business.
I occasionally asked them (psychically) for names or if they had a message
for anyone but they wouldn't tell me much. The point of mentioning this
experience is the fact that a lot of people are told that when they hear voices
it's all in their head and they're imagining it. The voices me and my friend
heard were crystal clear to both of us. It's not a matter of whether or not the
voices are real and coming from your subconscious or are entities outside of
yourself what matters is whether you can still function coherently and
formulate thoughts with meaning that others can comprehend. That was my problem when
my k was initially awakened. So many entities were feeding me information
at once that my mind had no time to formulate its own thoughts. That was about
two years ago and now that I seem to have a lot more control over these
things I can handle it happening again and I believe in time i'll have even more
control and may even become the next john edward lol. But seriously I hope to
expel the disbelief and help people understand that these things do actually
happen and are not a part of ones imagination and hopefully help them gain
control of it. I believe this happens to lots of people but they choose to
ignore it as a defense mechanism which I can respect but my choice is to
understand them more deeply and see what I can learn from these entities (if anything
at all), or maybe give people messages from their loved ones that are passed
onto the other side. I'm sure it'll take some practice and patience but who
knows where it'll take me. Maybe I can find a guide to lead me to the akashic
records :) Trust in yourself.
Peace,
Shawn
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