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Recieved: 2004/11/25 04:03
Subject: RE: [K-list] Words appearing in my vision
From: Johnny
On 2004/11/25 04:03, Johnny posted thus to the K-list:
I have so much energy in my head (throat, third eye and crown). I can't see
straight and I can't look people in the eye unless I really work at it. I
can't stare at a single point.
I don't think that I am tapping into something that I shouldn't, or at least
I have no knowledge of such a thing. Even as I type this letter with my
focus on what I am writing I am seeing these words.
I feel that I need to centre my vision and centre the energy in my brain but
I have not found a way to do that for an extended period of time.
The words seem to appear and disappear as the energy flows in my head
between the ida and pingala. Around people I find that the energy in my head
will shift between ida-dominant and pingala-dominant (I don't know if that
term makes sense.. my head feels like a ping pong table between left and
right) significantly when I am around people so perhaps that is why I
assosciate the words and voices when I am around people.
I just remembered that I was born cross eyed! I stayed cross eyed for a few
months. I am sure that this has been something that has been with me since
birth. Perhaps I was born staring into my third eye and didn't want to come
out (I dunno, I'm guessing :)).
The most success I have had is when I focus on the crown chakra. It has been
the most relieving to all of my symptoms. As I focus on the crown I feel my
body pulling my focus somewhere else in my body. Usually in the eyes or
lower skull area.
I have endeavored to find a single point or a single energy flow to balance
my head and focus. My first picks were the pineal and pituitary glands but I
don't feel I found those points in my head because of all of the excess
energy in skull. It feels like there is duality in my third eye (perhaps
because it controls the lower functions of the body).
Forcing my self to be in this state of perfect balance would probably be an
unreal demand however I would like to find a centre point where I can assert
that I am at my centre and everything is fine -- something that I could
return to.
If anyone has any advice I wold be glad to hear it!
Love and Blessings,
Johnny
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