To: K-list
Recieved: 2004/11/23 15:19
Subject: RE: [K-list] re: In Vancouver...
From: bartletta, adriana
On 2004/11/23 15:19, bartletta, adriana posted thus to the K-list:
Good Morning all,
My experience since June(spontaneous K awakening) has been somewhat confusing, however, it is because I feel this power and it is overwhelming because of the magnitude. At times, I need to calm down because it does not feel normal. I feel so alone and cannot share these feelings with the people I know. They think I am nuts. So now, I stay quiet and do not share this except with you.
Most of the time when I am alone, I feel bliss, it seems I am almost merged with the Goddess. The only problem is, the non duality... It is conquering fear or insecurity. I am physical and must still go on in the physical world and that can get heavy and I feel weighted. Financial problems weigh me down...
Though I am clear of what I need to do, I seem to see the future (this is the daunting part), but I don't care too much about the future, in fact, that part of worrying: "what's to come" is almost surrendered. For the most part, I am living the moment, only when the silly fear comes back to haunt me, then I worry. I need to keep reminding myself that this is an illusion. It is very hard to follow this path, but for me, it is liberating. Another thing, that is important to me, is to be grateful... I think that's the key...
Wake up in the morning and be grateful for another day of finding love and receiving it...
Love,
Adriana
-----Original Message-----
From: K-list-bouncesATkundalini-gateway.org [mailto:K-list-bouncesATkundalini-gateway.org] On Behalf Of marion hanvey
Sent: Monday, November 22, 2004 6:57 PM
To: Susan; 'Know Mystery'; K-listATkundalini-gateway.org
Subject: Re: [K-list] re: In Vancouver...
>My experience was exceptionally wonderful.
No blocks! I wish I was you!
Marion
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