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Recieved: 2004/11/21 10:33
Subject: [K-list] ack! felt like crap a little while ago...
From: Aura
On 2004/11/21 10:33, Aura posted thus to the K-list:
Man, i felt so crap about 4 hours ago, and still do now.
I had an almost overwhelming feeling coming from my power chakra, it felt
like a contracting feeling, and i found it slightly difficult to breathe...i
felt really bad, it was consuming how i thought and felt. I couldnt do
anything elso but crash on the lounge and listen to Ramstien.
It was different from the warning feelings i get about certain situations
and people. Maybe it had to with karma. I lay there for about fifteen
minutes, in the back of my mind trying to find a way to get up and have a
sleep or do a relaxation cd (yoga nidra). So i got up went to my bed and
had a nap. I felt the energy moving in a clockwise direction in my solar
plexus (imagine you are standing behind me and looking through me to see my
front, to understand the reference point).
As i was trying to go to sleep i had a persistant ringing in my ears(it felt
like it was not limited to them, the ringing filledthe back part of my head.
As if there was a channel between both ears and it was filled with the
ringing).
I fell asleep for 2-3 hours. It was late afternoon
I had a dream. Its daytime. I was a youngish guy in the 1920's during the
depression (teenager) i had a bike. I saw my lost love being driven away by
her protective father (thats the feeling i got, cliche i know!) i swim
across the river that seperated us, they drove off in their black 1920's car
(we are in the bush but there is a road), i chase after on foot up a steep
hill (i dont ride its easier on foot carying the bike, i'm able to keep up
with a speeding car!) we get to the top of the hill and the car stops, the
father gets out. I hide and try to get top the car...there is some problem
and i never meet the girl. this town, is like its on a mountain top, you
have to travel really high up a steep hill to get to the top. On one side
of the hill it is daytime, on the other side it is night time.
I get flung over to the dark side of the hill were i am alone, and a littel
scared of prosecution, there are lots of shady charachters around, who will
do me no good. Near the bottom of the ludicously steep road leading up to
the town a man meets me and asks to me to hold on to some stuff for him(a
big pick axe, and some other type of earth moving tool) he dissapears, and i
then get these two police type detectives trying to get me but i manage to
escape
(that doesnt really make sense so i will try to explain it. There was a
bank robbery at the town on top of the mountain, i got flung away, the guy
who did the robery, unloaded the tools for the job on to me. Karma. The
police see this Karma and then think i had responsibility. Not fun!)
I get away, and am stuck in this 'underworld' were everything is a shade of
dark blue (like night time, only different) There are lots of shady people
in side alleys and bushes and i know that if they see me or hear me it will
not be good for me. So i try to be stealthy and invisible. When i walk i
dont even make contact with the ground, i bounse off the air close to the
ground like a little trampoline under each foot, so it looks like i am
hopping around like a man on the moon. I manage to make my 'self' little
enough and with enough hidden intent to stay unseen (go ninja tactics!).
I wake up soon after, feeling very weak and drained ( i still feel weak,
and its 2-3 hours later). It took me a while to remember the dream...i had
to trace my steps backwards through the dream to get to the begginig,
weird!.
Also, i don't dream very often, lately i've been sleeping like a log.
But when i do dream, it means something and sometimes (most of the time)the
content of the dream is pretty wacked out and scary(most of them concern
ego-death).
Anyway, i'd be grateful if anyone could help me out in regards to this.
Aura
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