To: K-list
Recieved: 2004/11/17 01:47
Subject: Re: [K-list] process
From: Diamondsutra
On 2004/11/17 01:47, Diamondsutra posted thus to the K-list:
Marion:
You made me laugh honey chile. I'm probably older than you and have just
worked myself out. I'm on disability due to kundalini and have a very good
doctor, who is a meditator and has at least 5 kundalini patients. She is
very insightful and recognized that I had kundalini before I had a clue.
She got me the disability in cooperation with social workers when they
realized that this k was actually physically killing me.
So I'm blessed. Also, though, I've raised 4 children while attending
university and getting two degrees, Bachelors and masters, and while working
part time, so after, that plus years of travelling doing energy work and
psychic work, well, physically really I've done my dash. What with the
raising of the four children, this disability might be called mother's
pension.
I nourish my yin by taking chinese herbs as prescribed by my doctor of
chinese medicine. They are to nourish yin, calm the heart and nourish the
kidneys so that the activity of the heart does not prevent them doing their
job---(or something like that). Its my blessed doctor of chinese medicine
who has helped me make such progress in living with this k.
much love to you Marion. Do you think existence would support you if you
dared to live your truth and.....stopped working at something you don't
love.?
just asking.
blessings, deesutra
marion hanvey <marionATmarionhanvey.wanadoo.co.uk> said:
> And throughout
> >all these years I have been replenishing the adrenals
>
> How do you replenish the adrenals? Because I think that's part of my
> problem. Actually, I think that that is now pretty much most of my problem.
> I have to work (urk - curses) so I can't just lie in bed all day. (I
> wish ------------!) Well I suppose I could, but they've got very sniffy
> over here about signing you on the sick if you're stressed out or exhausted
> (It's all the fault of this so-called bleeding Labour government - ignore
> that last bit if you're easily offended) ^ ^
> and rebuilding yin.
>
> >Some of the things you have mentioned have been the life style during the
> >90's all leading toward whatever balance and stillness I experience now.
> Now
> >I am able to be. simply to be. And I do only what each moment is in front
> >of me needing to be done.
> I live a life of utter simplicity, beauty and
> >stillness of nothingness. Truly a priviledged existence, even to be able
> to
> >sit here and write about it.
>
> Please - don't make me jealous. It's a mean emotion I'd rather not feel.
> sssssssssssss Is that the snake? Or my mean nature? Okay, the latter.
> Sometimes I look inside and feel sweetness and see a smile. Yeah I know
> that sounds daft, but it's the only way I can describe it. Is that
> kundalini? Whatever it is, it's midway between my navel and my heart.
> Not that it's doing me much good, I'm usually too knackered to look inside.
> Do some people have weaker kundalinis? Because I never get the great rushes
> of power other people talk about.
>
> >
> > It is a fine line, however, the fire of kundalini and not called the
> >razor's edge for nothing.
> >
> > I'm going today to get my acupuncture needles.
>
> I LOVE acupuncture! If I could afford it, I'd have it done once a week.
>
> All the best to everyone. I'm going to bed now for my hopefully 12
> necessary hours of sleep before I have to go out and face the raveging horde
> of pensioners again.
> (jesus bleeding christ)
>
> marion
>
>
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