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Recieved: 2004/10/31 19:49
Subject: Re: [K-list] Profound Boredom
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent

On 2004/10/31 19:49, Mystress Angelique Serpent posted thus to the K-list:





    I see the same pattern. At some phases of the process, people are
spontaneously thrown into the witness state, emotionlessness and apathy
that can last for months and is sometimes mistaken for depression. It does
seem to be a sort of natural anaesthesia that facilitates some deep
releasing, letting go of attachments painlessly. Witness is a state of
surrender. Apathy is not resistance!
   Out the other side is what I call the "laughing fat Buddha" state...
symbol is those icons of the fat laughing buddha with his hands in the air
going "what the fuck?" Shrug and laughter of surrender... seeing the cosmic
joke: It's all Goddess and if Goddess wants to pretend to be not Goddess
then She can and why worry?


At 08:06 AM 28/10/2004, Hbarrett47ATaol.com wrote:
> In fact, this time was a preparatory period to the deeper, joyful,
>increased capacity for non-dual seeing that followed. Everything became
>alive
>and soaked with meaning. Almost all apathetic periods seem to be followed by
>deeper seeing for me, as if the psyche need to shut down while work is done
>on it. So hang in there and enjoy loving your baby! Holly



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