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Recieved: 2004/10/20 13:02
Subject: [K-list] A Goddess story
From: Gustaf Grefberg
On 2004/10/20 13:02, Gustaf Grefberg posted thus to the K-list:
It's wonderful, isn't it? The power of surrender, the incessant shoulder
tapping from Goddess until you do surrender. Today, I felt like crap, like I
was about to explode, so much pressure of energy.. All sexually related. Ya
know, I used to be able to just take care of it, sexually, but right now
it's impossible. It just keeps coming and coming anyway.. I curled up in a
ball on the bed and moaned, then went downstairs to scream my lungs out,
spontaneously doing all sorts of pranayamas.
Later on, I sit on the train to work, and decide it's time for some
surrender, and I see Goddess in form of a beautiful woman, dressed in
colorful clothes and jewels. (Her form keeps changing) She is not outside of
me, I am not looking at her, she is sitting exactly where I am sitting,
moving when I move, looking where I look, and it dawned on me that very
moment that she has been frustrated together with me, she has screamed and
cried and felt lonely with me, right there, all the time. At that moment,
both tears and laughter comes, and I look up at other people in the train
car, and she is sitting right in them, too, laughting with me. At one
moment I wondered if it was some kind of entity, flashes of fear kicks in..
I try to ask her about it, but it doesn't seem to work, because she asks it
at the same time. Quite marvelous.
Sincerely
Gustaf
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