To: K-list
Recieved: 2004/10/13 15:57
Subject: RE: [K-list] Re: Forgivness
From: bartletta, adriana
On 2004/10/13 15:57, bartletta, adriana posted thus to the K-list:
Thank you, for this message. I am in a relationship that gives me pain and I cry everyday. Since the K awakening, I have realized that I cannot go on with this type of life. I know now, what I must do. I forgive because I cannot harbor anger or resentment but I cannot continue with this pain. My husband is an alcoholic and has no self love. Therefore, can he love me?
So, the K has been a blessing because it woke me up. I have been in this relationship for 14 years...of constant torture and pain. Lately, it has been unbearable to keep up this façade.
The K is a complete transformation because you start to see things in a very focused way. Thanks for this web site. I am always so grateful for my e-mail friends.
Love,
Adriana
-----Original Message-----
From: K-list-bouncesATkundalini-gateway.org [mailto:K-list-bouncesATkundalini-gateway.org] On Behalf Of Terril Starks
Sent: Wednesday, October 13, 2004 11:20 AM
To: Janel C; k-listATKundalini-Gateway.org
Subject: [K-list] Re: Forgivness
Dear Janel,
Forgiving the wrongs of others against us is the best thing we can do for
our selves and our own peace but sometimes its not enough. You may forgive
someone but does that mean that you have to be in a relationship (any kind
of relationship) that you know will result in the same hurt being repeated
over again? If you know the nature of an individual than you can be certain
they will act out their nature. A scorpion will sting as it is their nature
to do so. Recognize the nature of those that hurt you. At the same time
try to realize that the shadow of deformed or immature personalities covers
the same ultimate beauty and life that makes the loveliest flower or golden
light from the Sun. It is a temporary and fleeting mask that one-day will
fall away. If you have to deal with someone on a daily basis that
consistently wrongs you do not volunteer your pearls or they will get
trampled. Just try to see beyond their miserable facade to the One Life
beneath. It is that One Life that Loves and Cherishes you even while the
mindless mask of appearance may strike out at you. And never think for a
moment that you can change another person for that has to be the learning
and choice of that person. I can tell you that I never changed for anybody,
as it is hard enough to change for myself.
Loving the God in someone doesn't mean you have to let his or her shadow
block out your Light. If you have to, love them from a distance.
You NEED to communicate your feelings and get that energy moved out
from your throat chakra. I don't know your particular situation but if it
is not possible or wise to voice your pain to the one that hurt you than
find a good therapist to help facilitate removing that backed up energy in
your throat.
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