To: K-list
Recieved: 2004/10/12 23:21
Subject: Re: [K-list] forgiveness
From: marion hanvey
On 2004/10/12 23:21, marion hanvey posted thus to the K-list:
>I cannot forgive. I've tried. It sounds mean, but the words do not come out
>of my mouth. Everytime I try to say "I forgive you," the energy in my
throat
>flares up and almost chokes me. It makes me feel a little guilty because I
>ask for forgiveness all the time, but I can't give it away myself. I know
>it's because there's this anger that blocks the empathy I need to relate to
>whoever is asking for my forgiveness. I know all this, but I just can't
seem
>to DO anything about that.
You won't be able to forgive until you get rid of the anger. How do you get
rid of the anger? I could have done with the answer to that myself a few
years ago. I tried EVERYTHING I could think of to get rid of my anger,
because I knew it was blocking me. That's how I became involved with reiki
among other things. heh.
I don't want to dishearten you. You may be more successful than me. I
found my anger only dissipated with time, like most other strong emotions.
Best of luck :)
Marion
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