To: K-list
Recieved: 2004/10/10 09:59
Subject: [K-list] RE: K-list Digest, Vol 16, Issue 11
From: J.1 G.
On 2004/10/10 09:59, J.1 G. posted thus to the K-list:
>My kundalini accelerated and allows for the more rapid completion of the
>emotional processing that is ego transformation.
K tends to clear out my emotions & general feelings a lot -maybe thats of my
own will as well? i tend to think that emotions weren't ment to be
experianced negativly, & people seem to have a way of building up on
negitive feelings until their whole system just shuts down and reboots..but
i get the idea that this kind of thing tends to wake people up-emotional
break downs are when we bump into our own personal limits kinda like doing
exercize, emotional break downs can be like exercizing to the point your
muscles begin to rip?
And people can achieve
>enlightenment by submitting to their divine energy so completely that
>their increased divinic energy
i dont really know if enlightenment is really all that complicated? seems
like people generally aren't all that open to experiancing great moments of
understanding, or compleate oneness? if one were to notice great, powerfull,
positive feelings in others, they would begin to realize that yes, these
states are possible, and aren't nessicarly an issiue of divineness?? seems
like getting in touch with the sand of the earth, or the way a river flows
is enough to start up a great and positive mood..realizing the greatness of
the colors around you & having a high visual appreciation can be very
helpfull in creating moods and moments around you...noticing the shadows may
throw you into a darker, more gloomy world, and being excited and loving the
sun might lift you into a more energetic state..
but why search for enlightment? aren't things good enough as they are?
enlightment, may just be a balance that is already in front of you, you are
already apart of. being in what ever state you are in already is
enligtenment? is what and where you are supposted to be? love and accept
the place you are at. even if you can't sleep and you work till close? at
least you realize you can overcome the obsticals of this world, even if the
obsticals are simply your own accidentall creation. (or lack of "surrender"
some would have me believe)
and ya know what, another thing. been getting the feeling latly that all
this talk of surrender came from someone's own personal elated moment.
where perhaps someone was experiancing a moment of full, compleate
surrender. maybe this is something a few people have seen, but its not the
kind of thing i tend to connect to naturally? seems like people are telling
me, "hay! if ya let go..all these great things will accidently happen for
you!!" and i go.. "well thats just 'cause yer not putting any negative
energy into your future, by letting go of yoru questions & worries..wile at
the same time yer slightly looking for positive things to happen every now
and then"
guess the honest truth to things really is in a deep & elated place. and the
truth is really saying something like "why be worried about either of
these?" (maybe meaning something like, its not what fullfills you, its when
you say "OKAY!! I'M FULLFILLED!!")
so ...anyway... i'm going to keep saying elated all week, and i'm going to
sometimes say it for people out there in the world who need me to say it.
elated elated elated! dioesn't that word seem to mean something? ELATED!!
doesn't it seem like a positive place of well being. like yer energy is up
and know things are good somehow, and yer nostrials are filled with fresh,
crisp air? yes, all this week i'll be connecting to the thought, of elation,
and well being. positive understanding, ect. elation almost seems to
corrilate to a blue green, but that doesn't feel exactly right??
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