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Recieved: 2004/10/10 01:06
Subject: [K-list] back and forth letting go
From: Diamondsutra
On 2004/10/10 01:06, Diamondsutra posted thus to the K-list:
Dear Hillary:
Your story was so cute and very funny. In the sixties I lived in San
Francisco in the Haight Ashbury with the whole Janis Joplin, Grateful Dead
(living right across the street from me) Jimi Hendrix thing going on.
Your smoking was stopped by grace, looks like. I heard a few people say
they just put it down and stopped. And they tend to say they dream of
smoking for a while. after.
And I hear you clearly that stopping smoking is worse than stopping
heroin. I've heard that. So thanks for your kind words to take it as it
comes and be gentle with myself around it. I'd like to do that......and go
to bed and sleep.
When marijuana left, dropped, when the body said no more tokes, I
certainly was not going to give up easily--I was the ganja queen, i smoke
from sun up to sun down without guilt. I chased after it....kept trying.
But the body made me kundalini crazy inside when I toked and I had to let it
go. I thought letting go of toking was hard but it doesn't come close to
letting go of tobacco.
Here I am, accepting this whole dance, grateful for all the support and
easing off of being hard on myself because of it.
Thank you so much
love, deesutra
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