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Recieved: 2004/10/09 14:25
Subject: [K-list] Back and Forth-Letting Go
From: Earth Angel
On 2004/10/09 14:25, Earth Angel posted thus to the K-list:
"whoever we are no matter of our addictions grace finds us regardless.
i used to think i would be left out because of my impurities."
EarthAngel says:
My first question to dee.....why now?
What is prompting you to quit?
If it is something you enjoy, why stop now?
Why not wait until a time when something just says, you have
no need for smoking anymore?(that does happen)
Why not wait until the ego is out of the way?
Seems like the "need" to smoke will go away when
it does not serve some pupose for you.
What happened to surrender and allowing things to naturally
take there course?
Surrender to me doesn't mean getting rid of your
addictions. It only means to live openly, without
fighting against the process. Quitting with ego still
attached to the addiction is like putting a kid in a candy store,
with no money and telling him he can look, but
he cannot by any means have any candy. It only
makes you "need" it more.
Are you not enough, just the way you are?
Perhaps the true learning here is only that you need to
realize "You Are Enough", smoking, quirks, and the whole
package called deesutra!
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