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Recieved: 2004/10/07 22:53
Subject: [K-list] devised realitys
From: alicia steffes

On 2004/10/07 22:53, alicia steffes posted thus to the K-list:




So I was fishing in the pond of life once or twice and accepted what I strung through misdirected energy and compulsive seasons and impulsive youth I wasnt listening to intutiveness , perhaps I needed to walk through the desert of quenching thrist for I was to fearful of facing? I beleived he was real and with me not hidden in the many veils of egos faces , He sees me not but makes me become the feast of his lunch and soon I will be crumpled up and thrown away................as he walks on gratifyed and glorified and dignified and lordified and even the birds scare him and he hates bugs Iremeber wanting to be a light for him or a small breeze that would filter love through his coarse hair and his stern composure......I collected sticks on our journey for later warmth he thru them away I fed the animals and he was impatientant with my holding him up......I see so sadness in his eyes and hurt in his heart that he never speaks of ...I hear his incessant talking about himself
 and his goals and ideas to change the world .....what to do when you care about someone who is like a caged animal you view in the zoo .... a strange peculiar frightening almost ............I once thought he was a strong man and I could rest here a while but I am all crumpled up now in this waste basket thats it thats how I feel. So I say my compassion for you is powerless you do not feel because you choose to live in ego centered fear based liasons of self and others who exist for your own device , exactly what i do and we all do............

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