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Recieved: 2004/10/03 20:11
Subject: RE: [K-list] AoseAThotmail.com">Rose
On 2004/10/03 20:11, Rose posted thus to the K-list:
Guy,
Thank you for putting your thoughts together and sharing them, very
inspiring. You hit an item I have been wondering about for years telling
about emotions being frozen and stored in cells. My point is about
recalling things from the past. My memory for facts has never been
outstanding. At school had big problems recalling just dry knowledge but
when there was some logic behind it (for me), I could regenerate it.
Later on in my life (I am 37) I experienced that I have some problems
with remembering just dry facts from experiences, conversations that did
not touch me emotionally. And I tend to simlpy forget details of
experiences that I find threatening to my person. Even when those
situations happen, I tend to block myself from these things hitting me
internally, touching me or my Ego. So I forget about the details.
But when things do touch me emotionally, when they pass the brick wall,
I will have direct access to all the details around it to such an extend
that it is scary to others as well. I got used to it but your thought
series trigger me. When something touches me emotionally, later I can
literally recall what happened, recreate the scene in a super wide and
detailed way. All colours, smells, people involved, emotional states of
others around, looks on their faces, but also the exact spoken words and
what I could read between the lines are available from my memory. For
me, frozen emotions are the placeholders of my memories.
Regards,
Rose
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