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Recieved: 2004/10/01 08:45
Subject: [K-list] K-list Digest,Rule
From: J.1 G.
On 2004/10/01 08:45, J.1 G. posted thus to the K-list:
ahhh the rules of society. social rules. i am experiancing the rules of
life. what is acceptable, and what is safe and okay. allowance. i'd prefer
not to be aware of the rules. life is crazy. spiritual rules too. somehow i
have to follow rules to use and experiance the energy of life. i cant just
pull it out of my ass anymore..at least not right now.
being a fan of change, big believer, i'm going to go ahead and re-realize
the abstractness of life. and i'm going to go ahead and just keep pulling
things out of my ass. ..spiritually, its perfectly okay to get a feel for,
and then manipulate the energy to be more aware, and it is equally and
oppisitly okay to simply pull it out of yer ass, yanno, BELIEVE IN THE
ENERGY. everything happens on its own. its okay to simply will yer self an
enjoyable experiance. or create something you didn't know was even possible
without being able to name it, or even point a finger at it.
why do i limit myself? even if its just to allow myself more possibilities,
i see no reason to do so in a way that causes suffering? life is HUGEEEee,
amazing, BIG. Easy to get lost, and forget to tell the differance between
when you think life is hard & when you're just acting that way, or looking
at your self as if you aren't exactly capable of taking care of the things
of what you honestly should be.
the human body is an amazing thing. energy interacting, changes being taken
place just under your nose. guess i kind of think of myself as being able
to change, and make the correct spiritual connections without nessicairly
trying. petting myself into understanding & kicking out with my feet till i
think i feel nice and grounded. is the energy really positive, or do i
just see it that way?? does it control me? or i it? bahh
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