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Recieved: 2004/09/30 21:21
Subject: [K-list] Re: an interpretation of K activity...
From: Earth Angel


On 2004/09/30 21:21, Earth Angel posted thus to the K-list:




Grotty,
Please know that everything I am going to say, is only to receive
information that will help me to better understand you and others with
CFS/FMS.
Certainly you never have to be the person you 'used' to be.? I don't think
one can go backwards after coming so far on the path.
To 'own' CFS/FMS to me is like admitting that you believe life has to be a
struggle.

After having these dis-eases for 5 years, I decided that was enough and I
began my journey of self discovery. I truly searched for another 5 years to
find the things that started to ease my pain and tiredness. BUT it was not
until I was truly loved and sent Reiki from someone unconditionally and felt
that love on an ongoing basis that I was able to move through these diseases
that had plagued me and I am now free of them.
I know our experiences may not be the same, but we all need to look at the
roll 'love' plays in our lives. Once I was able to deem myself loveable,
the maladies dissolved for me.

I know you say you don't want it any other way, but I feel the Goddess has
more in store for you in a kinder, gentler, more loving experience.
Are you healing others at this time, and how is that working for you?
I'm not trying to insult you...I'm trying to understand so that I can help
others that have the same thing. Perhaps we can agree to disagree and help
each
other in the process.

If you would rather continue this on a private level, that would be fine, as
I am truly interested in understanding this from your personal level of
experience.
Do you believe you can heal your CFS/FMS by yourself?? or is there some
payoff you get from having it? Or is it that you feel you have no choice but
to have it and live with it? Are there old emotions that you need to let go
of a layer at a time to release this once an for all?

Love , best wishes and peace profound, Grotty,
Sue


Grotty said:

  To be quite honest Sue, I would not want it any other way because I would
not want to be the person I used to be.


  You mention that you are trying to help a man. If he wants to be helped
then that is fine. As for me, I need no help from anyone because I am
healed! If there is anything to be done, I will know what to do when the
time comes. I do not know the circumstances or life of this man so I cannot
advise you in which way to help him. If someone comes to me for help, I
always tune in to their body and it tells me what to do, and sometimes what
to say to the person. If you do not already do this, then perhaps you
should give it a try. A person´s body contains all the information about
them so try to tap in to them so that you do what is necessary without
interfering with K. When people, through their best intentions, have sent
me healing energy, or have insisted on practising a healing method that they
have just learnt on me, I find it disrupts my whole process and I end up
feeling a mess.



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