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Recieved: 2004/09/29 06:57
Subject: Re: [K-list] Re: an interpretation of K activity...
From: Lone Path
On 2004/09/29 06:57, Lone Path posted thus to the K-list:
Hi Sue,
You say: “I find this interesting... because when I think back about when my FMS/CFS started ...they both began after my out of body experience. So maybe I got the cart before the horse in saying it went away after K came in full blown. And then again..hmmmmm maybe "your" K isn't in all the way... there could be more to come eventually and you've just received the detenator of that atomic bomb. Grotty, can you explain this comment a little more please, " I see my illness as a healing" I am working with someone that has similar symptoms. I was thinking that his "K" was just coming in.. but perhaps it's already in and has blown his circuits. What are you doing to help the healing now? I'm a little at odds as to know how to help this man.’
Well Sue, I don´t really know when my K awakened but I do remember tremendous heat 35 years ago. Perhaps it was even earlier as a child because there were many things happening to me as young as 7. I never knew anything about K until a few years ago, so it is difficult for me to pinpoint a time when everything started. I never spoke about these things to people because no-one seemed to know what I was talking about anyway.
Yes, I see my illness as a healing because it left me so ‘open´; I was no longer the same person. My mother had even noticed a change in me before I fell ill, she said she hardly recognised me because I had become so calm and nothing bothered me any more. The illness finally gave me that added serenity and peace. I suppose the CFS/FMS happened because my physical body was not prepared for all the spiritual experiences that I had over the years, and especially the 7 years before my illness when it was practically continuous, and also I acquired an extremely vibrant and powerful energy which I suppose must have ‘burnt my circuits´. Even though I cannot run any more and I walk at a snail pace, the powerful energy is still there and I often forget I am ill but the muscles remind me if I try to exercise normally. It is a good experience as I see it because I had become superwoman, especially with this powerful energy, which gave me little need for sleep or food, nothing seemed
impossible any more; now I know what it is like to be in the slow lane. I would say that the spiritual experiences that I had were finally ‘integrated´ and this caused the CFS/FMS. To be quite honest Sue, I would not want it any other way because I would not want to be the person I used to be.
When CFS/FMS came one morning and I was eventually diagnosed, I thought about my future and what I would do because working was proving to be very difficult. At first, panic set in, and as I observed my thoughts and feelings at the time, I remembered what I ‘knew´ and just ‘let go´ and the panic was replaced by calmness and joy. I am so happy now because I see everything so differently. Yes, I received the detonator, and I detonated the spiritual atomic bomb, and the bomb seems to have blasted everything in its path. No doubt there will be more things to come and I look forward to these moments as well.
You mention that you are trying to help a man. If he wants to be helped then that is fine. As for me, I need no help from anyone because I am healed! If there is anything to be done, I will know what to do when the time comes. I do not know the circumstances or life of this man so I cannot advise you in which way to help him. If someone comes to me for help, I always tune in to their body and it tells me what to do, and sometimes what to say to the person. If you do not already do this, then perhaps you should give it a try. A person´s body contains all the information about them so try to tap in to them so that you do what is necessary without interfering with K. When people, through their best intentions, have sent me healing energy, or have insisted on practising a healing method that they have just learnt on me, I find it disrupts my whole process and I end up feeling a mess. I don´t believe in rigid techniques, in fact I don´t believe in techniques at all, I only ever
tune in to someone´s body and it is their body that tells me what it wants and what I should do. At the end of the day, it is always up to the person whether they allow the healing to take place and finalise the healing by doing the necessary work on themselves, otherwise, if there is any healing at all, it is only temporary. Perhaps you know all this, or perhaps you don´t agree; if this is the case, excuse me for mentioning it.
Best wishes and much Love,
Grotty
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