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Recieved: 2004/09/27 21:14
Subject: [K-list] RE: an interpretation of K activity..
From: Sundari
On 2004/09/27 21:14, Sundari posted thus to the K-list:
Hello Flying Woman,
Thank you so much for adding your experience of overcoming fibro & CFS with
your full K awakening. That feels correct to me -- nice to have some
validation of that, and further inspiration that my symptoms can also heal.
Of course, I've dealt with these physical problems for most of my life, and
I've made much progress in healing myself in that time. I do OK now
compared to how I once fared, but still, the underlying problems have
endured. So I am grateful knowing that I have a new level of healing to
look forward to.
I relate to what you are saying about really taking responsibility for your
own happiness and letting go of other's ideas about what is appropriate for
you. Although I've always lead a fairly unconventional life, there was
another level of personal freedom (and surrender to Spirit) that I reached
which coincides with this new Kundalini experience. I moved to the
mountains, and gave up the security of a my more conventional employment
which I've counted on for my survival for some years now... and now I have
time to make jewelry and play music, and commune with Spirit!
Another interesting thing is that my K becomes active instantly when I enter
a mind state of non-resistance and unity with myself and all of life. In a
way, it has become a method I can use to communicate with my soul -- in that
I feel the movement to varying degrees in response to what I am thinking,
for example in considering a choice I am making... its clear that Spirit is
telling me to "go with" the thought I was having that triggered the jump!
Thanks again for your input. Namaste.
Sundari
>>>>I have to tell you that I HAD fibro myalgia and chronic fatigue for
years,
before "K"
fully came in.
Both of those maladies went away when my "K" came in full blown. Along with
that I had been
receiving foot zones/reflexology and having massages every two weeks, and I
was also receiving
long distant Reiki and an ocassional healing touch session. I felt very
loved and loving at the time of change.
Another thought that comes to mind is,
I finally decided that I had to allow myself be who I am and not be what
everyone else thought I should be any more.
I started to live my life in a way that made me happy and made my soul
soar.
I started to live the truth I felt inside. This
is something I had not done for almost a lifetime.
I can only look at where I have been and how I have felt and share
what has changed for me. I can still not pick "one" thing out that has been
the cure,
but an assortment of things. And I am still doing these things and making
adjustments
as they come along to make.
Now, I have a occasional day of feeling tired and out of my comfort zone and
I can
usually pinpoint that it is "K" doing some cleansing of some sort because of
the heat
that is involved. If I give into the feeling and take a day off to relax,
read some books,
do something in nature and take that much needed nap, the illness seems to
run its
course fairly quick. If I continuously don't listen to my body when I begin
to feel
tired, I often struggle with it for a week at a time.
What comes up for me while working on my Reiki Massage clients and helping
them
to better health, is everyone has to Look at their stuff and allow changes
and
"K" to work in their life. If we choose not to, then there will be
blockages
and their will be fibromyalgia, chronic fatigue and other dis-eases. Until
we
are at ease with our lives this is how it manifests in our bodies.
I wish I had the answer, but perhaps what I shared may help someone.
Love
Flying Woman
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