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Recieved: 2004/09/25 03:48
Subject: [K-list] RE: K-list Digest, Vol 15, Issue 27
From: C thasgudenuff

>its been awhile since i last wrote. since being pregnant i havent felt any
>kundalini movement. i am 7 months pregnant at the moment and finding great
>difficulty in meditating. I have never been this grounded in my life. the
>problem is as soon as i do go to meditate i start to leave my body no matte
>what i
>do. this has always happened to me and i never minded it till now.i always
>gained great insight when on these travels adn was able to have rebirths
>and do
>much healing work on myself and others. i dont feel its safe to be travel
>out there when i am responsible for a life inside me. however i want to
>start
>meditating again. i want to reconnect to the spiritual side which seems to
>be
>dormant.
>anyone else here gone thru similar things when pregnant. i ahve also been
>unable to go near crystals, i used to do crystal healing as the energy
>seems to
>much. i feel like my life has been put on hold.
>with light
>Juliette

your life has been put on hold, for the next 18+ yrs!! seriously tho,
kundalini has been a part of my life on a daily basis for a long time now
and while i was pregnant i stopped feeling it at all. it wasn't actually
until we were nearly weaned, when my child was 2-2-1/2 yrs old that k
returned to my attention again.

my theory is that the energy goes to the child, to energizing the new life,
during this time. you'll notice (later, if not already) that the energy is
more intense just before your monthly cycle. it's so unbelievably intense
for me then. starfire?

anyho, perhaps if you're having difficulty being grounded during
meditations, you should focus on your navel center for the beginning and end
of meditation. visualize pure radiant white light, like a flower unfolding
there. then maybe the hear, the third eye, then back down at the end.

maybe that might help.?

~christa

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