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Recieved: 2004/09/24 01:36
Subject: Re: [K-list] RE: Holy Spirit
From: Taylorbklyn
On 2004/09/24 01:36, Taylorbklyn posted thus to the K-list:
The intention of my earlier comments relating to Christianity were to vent
some anger I have towards the religion I was raised to "believe".
I suffer from Schizophrenia and much inner torment. I feel a major cause of
my "illness" is misguidance by others in the realms of spirituality.
Strangely enough, the only reason I never burned my bibles had to do with
some insight I've gained from the Internet. New ideas from others have spawned
my desire to have faith not in only in "god" but in myself.
I think I stumbled upon this list by doing a yahoo search for "spiritual
crisis", or something along those lines. (I had to somehow convince myself that
I was not really nuts!) Unfortunately, the great Southern Baptist Corporation
does not publish a lot of information relating to feeling strange sensations
throughout one's body. I experienced dental implant delusions, quite common
to those who suffer with this condition.
I no longer hate my former beliefs, but have a new understanding of how my
entire "path" has been perfect. I'm trying to learn to start seeing my own path
as a perfect one. Just as yours is perfect.
Peace and Love. And thanks to many of you who unknowingly, pulled me along
on the journey back to the land of the living. (I must admit, the atheists
make the most sense.)
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