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Recieved: 2004/09/23 21:59
Subject: [K-list] An interpretation of K activity in the spine...
From: Sundari
On 2004/09/23 21:59, Sundari posted thus to the K-list:
Namaste!
As I said in my earlier post, I began having the experience of Kundalini
spontaneously jumping up my spine about a month ago -- it rises anywhere
from the second chakra to out the top of my head from what I can tell, the
distance it rises seems to depend on my state of being at that particular
moment. Its a pleasant (if not ecstatic) experience, not painful, nor does
it seem to be creating any unwanted emotional responses. I believe I've had
some type of K activity going on for much of my life, but the energy, of
course, was not rising unobstructed and as I result I have experienced some
physical challenges resulting essentially, in chronic fatigue (...I'm now
44).
I had read much about Kundalini, due to numerous synchronicities I've
experienced for many years around the subject (and related symbols i.e.
snakes/serpents), it is something that has always interested me, although
I've not consistently done any practices or meditation to bring this about.
I have had notable isolated experiences in the past under varying
circumstances (receiving shaktipat, intense eye gazing, psychedelics, and of
course with orgasm), but what I've been experiencing over the last month is
totally different for me. I've tried to search for a way to explain to
myself what is happening, and have found much valuable information, and
thankfully, via this and other Kundalini lists, I've connected with other
people who experience the same sort of thing.
Yet, there does not seem to be a definitive explanation... I asked Spirit
to help me understand, realizing that I have the ability to *know* (I tend
to forget this!). And as such, I came to this theory: simply that this
energy which builds at the base of my spine is in essence an electrical
charge which builds "potential" (I think that is the correct scientific
term). Before too long, this potential has to "discharge" and it escapes up
the spine to the degree that my chakras are open. However, the main point
of this theory is the following -- I believe that were my body/nervous
system/energy body more capable of handling a higher vibration that this
energy would become infused throughout my body instead of discharging so
(almost) violently... What I'm suggesting is that I just don't (at this
point) have the "wiring" in place to handle that voltage. Part of this is
that I generally exist in an "ungrounded" state (thanks to the karma vampire
games chat session with Mystress, this is all the more evident to me). I
find it really hard to get myself grounded -- bringing the energy in causes
the K to discharge. So along with that I'm attempting to find practices I
enjoy to assist the K to open my chakras and bring my body to a higher
vibration... Nada yoga (mantra & singing) and pranayamas for example.
An interesting aside... Right up until the point these experiences started,
I was struggling with a condition known as "restless leg syndrome". I've
had this off and on for years. It's an unbearable tension in the legs, that
happens when I become very relaxed in bed, ready to fall asleep. Ah ha! all
along it was the K that was blocked from moving up my spine, that is now
totally clear to me -- I typically have the K experiences at the exact same
time at night -- when I'm in bed, very relaxed, nearly asleep. I still have
some trouble with it (the restless leg thing), and if I do, I can (or my
boyfriend will) massage my legs or put tiger balm on them and poof, the
energy starts to spurt upwards again. The most sensitive, tense spots on my
legs are behind the knees and in the groin -- both points that are known to
be erogenous zones. I totally get that now -- when I'm very sensitized,
just being touched lightly in these areas sets the K moving upward (i.e. in
orgasm).
Well, thank you for reading this far, ...any feedback or sharing of personal
experiences along these lines would be very welcome!
Sundari
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