To: K-list
Recieved: 2004/09/16 04:29
Subject: [K-list] Re: Support
From: Diamondsutra
On 2004/09/16 04:29, Diamondsutra posted thus to the K-list:
Precious Joyce:
Thanks so much for your encouragement and your support and for sharing
your story. I too have cried so much over these past 13 years, I've wondered
what...where can all the tears come from. One day, a friend of mine, a Dene
Pipe carrying woman elder, said to me " My Goodness, have you seen this
planet? Have you seen the things happening on this planet??all the pain??
Anyone who is sensitive to life and awakening to life would cry. Its a
miracle everyone isn't crying all the time."
The pain is in the air. Life is both beautiful and sad in one atom.
That's my experience of it, anyway.
What happens for me is I suffer terribly if I DON'T cry enough> I'm
beginning to sense that the head blowing off pain is from in some way
suppressing all the tears that need to flow, and flow, and flow. In some way
I have been "living " too much and not reclining at the source of life
enough. I already spend 12 hours up each day and 12 hours down in sleep, rest
and meditation. And it seems the void is now requiring more "timelessness"
of me and less "living" in this world.
I found my doctor in l991 when I returned here to these mountains from
Australia very messed up physically. I interviewed female doctors to find one
who could relate to the esoteric insanity that i seemed to be living. The
third doctor I interview was the one who is now and has been all these years
my doctor. She, after many tests and physical examinations which took a
couple of months declared " well, you've been looking for something, now
you've found it! You have kundalini. You are awakening."
I was enraged. The kingdom of heaven was not what I "thought" it would be.
However, it has won out. Now both "I" and thoughts are dying into that
kingdom.
The doctor came from Grace, Marion. Ask for it.
Much love, deesutra
Joyce Welsh <flwr07AThotmail.com> said:
> Just wanted to write and send love light to you. I also can relate to
> feeling so alone and in some type of void at times. I feel that I am
> clearing effects of past lives. I have cried so much in the past six years
> that I have imagined a river filling up with my tears. Before this I didn't
> know one person could cry so much! I have pushed on from so much physical
> and emotional anguish, of some black shadow hovering over me that it tried
> to suffocate the life force out of me. But, we are still here and there is
a
> reason for that, and we must have the hope and trust that we will be shown
> the way. I have been through so much, and am still in the process of
> clearing I really don't know what to say. Just that you have my support,
and
> loving thoughts of peace and harmony to you and your family. Also, you said
> you have M.D. practitioner that acknowledges what you are going through,
and
> meditates. How did you find him/her? I would like to find a doctor that can
> relate to what I have been going through.
>
> Love-Joyce
>
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