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Recieved: 2004/09/15 07:51
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From: Diamondsutra
On 2004/09/15 07:51, Diamondsutra posted thus to the K-list:
Forwarded From: diamondsutraATnetidea.com
> I just re-read your letter after answering it and I remembered something I
> heard said once:
>
> Being centered in nothingness is such a powerful service to spirit. If
> that occurs for you. It does for me often. When that nothingness is
> present, one serves spirit in the simplest ways. Even cutting grass for
> people or even being a dishwasher or the most menial of task, a gardener,
> like a monk, cooking, etc is a service to spirit. If you are capable of
> doing simple menial tasks, they are of great service to this planet, if yu
> are in nothing while doing the task.
>
> Its not the task that matters, its the place from which it is done.
>
> hope this helps. blessings, deesutra
>
>
>
>
> robert hoffman <robnrobertATnyc.rr.com> said:
>
> > I never woke with th aching head, but I identify totally with the
> > feeling alone and unable to fend for myself or family. I have been
> > unemployed a lot since my awakening, but I know I am not unemployable. I
> > just cannot seem to find the direction in which to focus my productive
> > energy. I am grappling with what to do to serve Spirit. Where and what
> > is my Bliss? And with seemingly endless regularity I grieve, about who
> > the heck knows what. It just comes, like a way fr my heart to breatehe.
> > I sense that what is happening is a continual working of the energy
> > throughout my system freeing up blockages, releasing stuff, nameless
> > endless unending painful stuff; and I nam just so fucking sick of it.
> > What is all this for; what the hell good is all this awakening shit good
> > for anyway if I cannot feed my children and just spend half my time
> > sobbing over who the hell knows or cares what?
> >
> > I would be happy to serve Spirit in any manner but abundance appears to
> > have eluded me for the moment and I am baffled and frustrated because I
> > have no handle on how to proceed. Except put myself out there and see if
> > anything develops, knowing it is there and allowing it to emerge. That
> > is the trick--knowing it is there and allowing it to emerge.
> >
> > Well m,aybe if I believe that crap long enough it will actually occur.
> >
> > Robert Hoffman
> > robnrobertATnyc.rr.com
> >
> >
> > -----Original Message-----
> > From: K-list-bouncesATkundalini-gateway.org
> > [mailto:K-list-bouncesATkundalini-gateway.org] On Behalf Of
> > diamondsutraATnetidea.com
> > Sent: Tuesday, September 14, 2004 7:22 PM
> > To: k-listATkundalini-gateway.org
> > Subject: [K-list] (no subject)
> >
> >
> >
> >
> >
> >
> > A head so aching it felt like it was about to blow off woke me up this
> >
> > morning and I've been dealing with it all day. Some support would
> > surely be
> > welcome if anyone out there has anything to say about this.
> >
> > Yesterday I felt so even and good. I did quite a bit of stretching
> > and
> >
> >
>
>
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