To: K-list
Recieved: 2004/09/10 22:56
Subject: [K-list] i'm an agry kundalite
From: J.1 G.

so, 2 months ago i got this phone call from a good friend i havn't talked to
in a long wile, she left a message. my life was a mess in az, the place i
was working was going to all hell, my parents were seperating, now
devorcing, my friends had all moved away, or fell into some kind of hole, or
were involved in group sex activites, and i thought i was looking for love??


when i finally talked to this friend who called, my life suddenly changed. i
couldn't sleep anymore, back underwater?? k energys seemed almost life
threatening again, but i knew the drill?? and it wasn't unusuall for me to
experiance k like that during that time peroid.


i think i was sitting in my room? or in the living room, and i saw this pink
rush!! i felt energy step into my life, and something change and open.
suddenly i see i can just leave. i could leave my life behind...move to a
new state, change everything.

now i get here, and the energy is telling me i wont find work, i cant get a
job. the energy makes me lazy, and i can never come off right when i talk to
employers. everything always starts on the wrong foot, and K has already
done this to me once before.

so i'm sitting here wondering, as i run out of money. how many more times K
is going to push me back to AZ. and why she pushed me here in the first
place? and why it happened the first time 2 year ago..and if i'm going to go
brain dead again, like i did last time, dying in a bus, going insane to wake
up another forgotten part of myself?

i tell you. i am spiritually being butt fucked.

-j

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