To: K-list
Recieved: 2004/09/02 22:18
Subject: Re: reiki + K. RE: [K-list] anxiety
From: marion hanvey
On 2004/09/02 22:18, marion hanvey posted thus to the K-list:
>> Yeah you are... or maybe just a bit of a drama queen... ;)
Lol, that's the first time anyone's accused me of being that, a drama queen
I mean, whether they ever thought I was a masochist or not I dunno they
never said, actually I don't like pain.
>
>> Or maybe it was, I've suffered so much and I end up
>>not having the bloody things after all that.
>>Anyway, when I read your message, I thought "yes - go"
>
> That indecision is probably why they took hours to burn, instead of
>minutes like usual.
Sorry.
>
>>This lunchtime, I held my palms opposite each other to see if the Reiki
had
>>really gone, and I still felt 2 feet of energy between them.
>
> Of course. You don't need Reiki to do that. It is natural.
>
>>Am I cured?
>>Are they gone?
>
> The Reiki symbols are gone, but do not give me responsibility for
>healing your CFS. I did not agree to take that on, and I decline the
>projection.
I know you didn't and I'm not trying to stick it to you, I'm just
interested. Well, very interested.
To me they appear to be separate issues. You believe clearing
>the reiki will heal the CFS..
Because I didn't have it before the reiki attunement. Maybe the reiki just
brought it to the surface?
. by your faith you are healed.
I have a problem with that. Faith in a God like the Christian God? No I
can't. Just can't.
Faith in being loved by someone/thing. Yes perhaps.
Faith in myself, my Self my SELF.
Sometimes it just feels like a theory.
Nothing to do
>with me. OK? Quit sending it in my direction.
Truly I'm not. And I'm very grateful for the help you've given me.
>
> Mind you, it does not appear that you do have faith that the symbols
>are removed, or you would not keep questioning and second guessing...
Life has made me cynical, and frightened. I just need reassurance. no
that's not the right word. Oh god what yeah, confirmation that's it.
Because I have no faith in myself, Jesus that's an insight isn't it?
Marion
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