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Recieved: 2004/09/02 19:46
Subject: [K-list] Mystress' Top 10 list...
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent
On 2004/09/02 19:46, Mystress Angelique Serpent posted thus to the K-list:
Yeah, just a funny subject heading... I've been thinking to write about
the stuff I most often find to clear on people when I do a session. Anyone
who feels inclined can check for the stuff in themselves and clear it.
Possibly more than 10, and in no particular order...
Backpack of inappropriate responsibilities: Responsibility belongs to
Goddess. It comes of a position of too much illusion of control. Expressed
in words like "I only want to make them happy." You cannot control what
anyone will think, feel or do. Free Will is Goddess Law. You may be able to
influence it, but only if they let you. Thinking you are responsible for
stuff that is truly beyond your control causes a lot of tension in the neck
and shoulders, and appears to my intuition as a heavy burden on the back
and shoulders... like a backpack. Goddess take it. Thank you. (breathe and
think of something else.)
Disconnected grounding cords: Often I find someone's lower grounding
cord is not really plugged into the Earth heart... it is dangling above
like a rope. Tends to appear in someone who is afraid of being fried by K.,
although there can be other causes. Also grounding cords that are bent,
twisted, have leech cooties hanging on them, or blockages.
Plug the cord back in with imagination/visualization. Imagine sliding
down the cord like a fireman's pole, to stand on the surface of the
crystal. hrab the cord and plug it firmly into the Earth like plugging an
appliance into a wall socket. See the cord and crystal fusing together.
Ask your guardian angel to clear the cooties, blockages, etc... or just
ask the Angel to take the whole cord and give you back a shiny new one that
is perfect for you. Usually afterwards, the tingle in the soles of your
feet will increase because more Earth Shakti gets through.
Throat blockages:
In women the cause tends to be the nice girl mantra, "If you cannot say
something nice, don't say anything." Sometimes things that are not nice,
need to be said, and the impulse to speak can be a gift from Goddess moving
through you to them... you are the vessel. Hold back the gift, it gets
stuck. Also, the mantra tends to weaken a woman's defenses, makes her
hesitant to defend her boundaries. It can also be an alloof control strategy.
In men a blockage in the same location often shows up, the Male mantra
"Big boys don't cry." The blockage is unexpressed emotions, unshed tears
sitting below the adam's apple like the lump you get in your throat when
you are trying not to cry. "Goddess take it.."
Laughing, barking and making gargoyle faces with your tongue stuck out
as far as you can strain it, and wiggling the end also loosens up the
throat. Especially if you can do all three at once!
Pretty funny and ironic for me, the first time Goddess instructed me to
get someone to bark like a dog... The bark is actually more like that joke:
How do you make a cat sound like a dog? Pour gasoline on it and light a
match. WHOOFFF... the sound comes more from a quick exhale of air from deep
in the belly, than from the vocal cords.
(The other joke is "How do you make a dog sound like a cat? Freeze it
and run it through a bandsaw. MMMMEEEEEEEEOOOOOOOOOWWWWWWWW.)
~~ Yeah, I tell jokes in my sessions... partly because laughter heals,
and partly to distract people from whatever they just surrendered, so
Goddess can take it when they are not looking... and partly because I
spent years training and working as a comedienne... might as well get some
use out of it! ~~
Walls, shielding, barriers, armor. A whole subsection of blockages
that people unconsciously erect in an effort at control. You do not protect
something unless you fear it will be harmed, and fear is always a blockage.
* barrier between the heart and the power chakra. Usually comes from
someone getting broken hearted, or bowing to cultural expectations of
logic, and making some decision to use their head and be less swayed by
emotions.
The emotional center is actually the second chakra, and I sometimes
find barriers there too, but the result of this one is that the heart's
loving guidance and the intellectual, mental level of power chakra can no
longer work together effectively as the tandem navigation system they are
meant to be. It can also make it more difficult to integrate your
spirituality with your day to day, work life.
* heart chakra shielding: Same cause, someone whose heart is hurting,
trying to protect themselves. Doesn't work. Just makes you a little numb to
bliss as well, and gets in the way of K., as all blockages do. Usually
looks like a bubble or a fragments of a fishbowl around the heart. Though I
saw one today that had layers, the glass bubble was packed into a big
wooden crate! That was new. For shipping the heart somewhere, I guess... ;)
Goddess take it...
* Second chakra shielding: Same story, but the shape is often softer
but bigger, cloudy like the chakra has been cushioned in front with layers
of cotton balls. Often the cause is some sort of sexual harassment or
molestation, but it can show up as a result of an effort to control sexual
desires.
* Stained glass window filtering the 3rd eye: This is usually the issue
with people who come to me for a third eye opening. What is stopping them
from seeing, is an inner child fear. Children have an opened third eye, and
often see things that scare them, and that adults tell them are not real...
they decide the third eye is useless and bad, and block it. They put up a
filter.
I've seen them looking like round Nordic shields, but most commonly it
is a round stained glass window about the diameter of a tennis ball,
sitting on the third eye just under the bone of the forehead, towards the
hairline. Block out the scary information and replace it with a lightshow
of pretty colours.
Give the inner child a hug and reassurance, compassion, remembering
what it felt like to be them, misunderstood and scared of everything. When
you do that you send love back through time to heal what was, so that it is
not anymore. Child takes down the window, gives it to Goddess.
Sometimes there are also curtains drawn over the movie theatre screen
at the back of the skull. Open them, tear them down. Give them and
the moviescreen itself up to Goddess, ask for a wide screen TV back there,
and a comfy couch..
. just kidding... but surrender the structure and Goddess will give back
your power of visualization with some great new tricks added.
* Snot walls. (New name for something I encounter often.) There is an
area of the third eye that is on the bone wall between the sinuses and the
brain. It is receptive to emotional information. If I find this, I know I
am dealing with a distressed empath, although empathy itself is a function
of the heart chakra. Try to shut down empathy, you end up shutting down
this part of the third eye. Completely ineffective because the third eye
gets the emotional information in an easier to handle, more intellectual
way than empathy.
The voice usually sounds a little nasal, or lacking in resonance
because of the physical manifestation of congestion. The congestion can
also shut down the amitra channels which are in the same area. No happy
bliss brain juice flowing down your throat, and in rare cases that can lead
to a sort of encephalitis. (No, I'm not a doctor.)
Surrender the blockages and the fear, and ask for the amitra channel
to be opened, as Goddess wills. Sometimes a bit of salt water neti neti can
help too. Physical representation of the intention. (A small puddle of warm
salty water held in the palm, snorted up the nose one nostril at a time, so
some drips down the back of the throat. Spit it out and blow your nose,
then do it again. )
Handle the empathy by keeping your energy and attention turned
inward, to your own heart chakra. ("It is only with the heart, that one can
see clearly. What is essential, is invisible to the eyes." Antoine Du
Saint-Exupery.)
* Different kinds of shielding can show up anywhere on the body, or
aura. Sometimes they look like armor, but I've also seen umbrellas,
helmets, boots, doormats, escape capsules and guard dogs... when I am
seeing it as that sort of metaphorical symbol to be translated. More often
it is just abstract shapes, shadows and sensations of tension.
Anal retentive, tight ass root chakras: Most of this is trauma from
toilet training, muscles clenched tight. Must - Not - Lose - Control! Must
- Not - Leak!
Sometimes there is some kind of molestation trauma as well. The root
chakra is always open, it has to be, and some people or entities will use
it as an entry point to the body. The individual is trying to close the
door on them. Surrender the whole chakra, and ask Goddess to give you one
that is perfect for you. Feel your bottom relax and get pleasantly warm.
Ask the Guardian Angel to ward the chakra and not let anything in, unless
it is in service to your highest good and spiritual unfolding. Thank it.
Yeah, asking for protection works, and it is kind of a band aid... and
that is OK for this. Bandages are needed, for some wounds to help the
healing.
~~ Felt pretty weird, the first time Goddess directed me to pull out a
chakra and replace it like it was car parts... but it worked, and I was
directed to do it occasionally. Later I got a session with a healer who did
that with all of mine, plus most of my limbs and internal organs... She
calls it "etheric body repair." Even sounds like a mechanic shop... My new
third eye was 5x bigger, it looked like I remembered seeing it, as a child.~~
Beings occupying the heart chakra: Ghosts, relatives, old or current
lovers... it is a romantic idea, "You are always in my heart" and on the
level of nonduality it is true, but on the level of individuality they
don't belong there and must get booted or persuaded to quit trying to
meddle with the heart guidance and go home. Ghosts are easier than parents,
to remove. Angels will haul off ghosts but there is usually more guilt and
consensuality with parents, spouses or ancestors.
Had one awhile ago, somebody's Mom. She was not going to listen to me.
I asked the client about his Mother's spiritual beliefs, she is Chinese
Buddhist. So I called on the Buddha. She did not quite believe that, and he
sort of shrugged and laughed, as he does... so I gave up and asked for the
assistance of some Sage she would respect. Some guy wearing robes showed
up. They chatted for a while in Chinese then she surrendered, packed her
bags and moved out. Hard, for some mothers to cut the apron strings...
That's all for now...
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