To: K-list
Recieved: 2004/08/30 16:55
Subject: Re: reiki + K. RE: [K-list] anxiety
From: Shadow121
On 2004/08/30 16:55, Shadow121 posted thus to the K-list:
Hi, i've had my kundalini awakened 4 years ago , intense tingling and
anxiety\fear. i've been trying to do work on my chakras so that i can maintain a
normal and balanced life, but it doesnt seem to take. i had one rekie\reflexology
session earlier this summer. my energy has gotten more and more screwed up,
regardless of what i want , it seems like it is its own master. so what the hell
am i doing in here (my body) for? i guess it comes down to 'i dont really
know what's going on and i'm looking for some ground to stand on so i can be the
person i am used to being.
below i copied your email Mystress and replied with the paragraphs starting
with >>>
Mystress Angelique Serpent MystressATfire-serpent.com wrote this and i replied
with >>>
It is simple, I'll try it in point form:
1) the ability to channel energy is natural in humans, we do it
unconsciously all the time. Hardware built into the design, by Goddess. No
reiki required. Just love and imagination.
>>>so you mean when i look out the window i am channeling energy? maybe
my flow is out of whack.
2) What reiki is: ki means chi or prana. Sky energy. Abundant, but
stupid... needs to be directed. The intention behind implanting the reiki
symbols is to direct your chi energy to flow in a certain way, which is
coded into the symbols themselves. Like traffic signs, or a computer program.
>>>that is interesting that the energy is stupid. since my awakening i
have been 'listening' to it. now that i look back on it , i was listening to a
bunch of misdirected buzzes and tingles. even though i am awakening , should i
get a rekie treatment? i am planning to get healing touch level1 certification
soon.
>>>so what is the proper way to go about correct energy flow and an
awakened kundalini?
3) Human energy, is not static, it evolves. Walling it in by symbols is
like what happens when a river is constrained to it's banks by cement
dikes. The nature of a river is to wander, and the result is imbalance,
flooding.
>>>so why is the kundalini river made upon cement banks? maybe for me ,
it has yet to sink into my cells of my body. how should kundalini be controlled
then? much of me has been trying to 'tame' myself from the wild energy that i
am.
4) Reiki is a duality based system, in that it makes distinctions
between "good" and "bad" energy. Kundalites are on a road to nonduality so
at a certain point in the individuals spiritual evolution, the symbols
become limiting. You are seeing that Love is All that Is, and the symbols
are still trying to filter and control. You outgrow them, but it is coded
into them that they are permanent and not to be messed with.
>>>so good and bad are like 'dark chi' and 'light chi'? even so , the
kundalini energy is absolute? that's confusing. so , maybe , i am using a polar
direction , when what i know is that it is all energy , prana , ki , ect. all
change comes from within , right?
5) Kundalini is not chi based, it is Shakti energy, consciousness.
Kundalini uses chi as She sees fit, and does not take direction. Most of
the sensations of K are feeling the movement of chi in the body, under the
direction of Shakti as She cleans the temple. So the symbols become a place
of resistance. Kundalites energy needs to flow as Goddess Wills, not as Mr.
Usui or John Doh! wanna be Master thought was a good idea.
>>>ok , this has completely screwed me up. the Shakti energy. this femanine
energy permeating my body. looking to be complete, when i am a guy and ... well
, yea i guess looking to be complete. but it makes me feel like a girl , how
do i balance that out? sometimes i'll feel like i am a girl because of this.
it's not cool , what should i do?
6) Coding intention into symbols or objects and passing them on is
actually quite simple, basic magic. We do it naturally, all the time. The
vibrations of who we are rub off on the things around us, and can be "read"
by a psychometrist. Doing it consciously is not much different. Having the
discernment to know the ripples and possible outcome of messing with it, is
not.
DISCLAIMER!
Home | Archive Index | Search the archives | Subscribe
K. List FAQ | Kundalini FAQs | Signs and Symptoms | Awakening Experiences | K. list Polls | Member Essays | Meditations | List Topics | Art Gallery | Cybrary | Sitemap | Email the moderators.
symbol.