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Recieved: 2004/08/30 14:32
Subject: [K-list] Kundalini and Clarity
From: Heidi
On 2004/08/30 14:32, Heidi posted thus to the K-list:
Hello to you! Namaste', my friend.
This morning I Am filled with gratitude for this very moment! Allowing the energy to free flow, every chakra open to the breathing flame within; the stream flows upward and I Am One.
I AM connected to everything.
(I stepped away for a moment. Startled by a resonating thud; I quickly recognized my enormous 5 month old German Shepherd, paws splayed out, body upright against the new screen. He wants in. He's clumsy in an adorable way.)
We are all One.
I am amazed at how easily we constantly forget our power. How readily we believe the lie that we are anything less than pure love. We have blind eyes to the Truth that sets us free.
How wonderful is it when we remember. When we see the Truth. When our eyes are not blind. When we acknowledge how powerful we are. We can see eternity in this very moment. We can fill ourselves with God's radiant love. We can be nothing less than pure perfection. And not just some of us, but All.
But, then we turn our face from Truth and believe again in the lie.
Kundalini is the "pacemaker" that constantly reminds me why I'm here, to love. Offering that extra "volt" to jumpstart my soul, it reminds me again and again.
It is all perfect, all a part of my experience. When I forget, I live in the past. Kundalini reminds me to live RIGHT NOW.
At times I am in "digestion mode". That is how I work through the blocks. When I find myself facing a block, I focus the Kundalini along with white light and listen for my higher self. I sometimes see traumatic events (often times past life, I believe) and feel the emotional effects. I focus Kundalini to whatever area in my body is experiencing the block. I visualize the situation being diffused, or resolved. I send white light to that "time" and visualize the Kundalini flowing through the block, diffusing it. I transform the negativity into something positive.
At times I may get caught in an old pattern or find myself believing in self-defeating thoughts. I am now able to easily recognize and prevent self-defeating thoughts and old patterns and now rarely remain hooked for very long. At times, it seems each day I'm facing yet another block; a "marathon" of breaking through blocks and introspection. These are what one might refer to as "depression". It is all part of the experience and the more I learn from each cycle, the closer I am to freedom.
Other times, I feel so profoundly connected and filled with love that I can't imagine ever feeling low again. These experiences are all part of the process. How amazing that we, as souls, can actually have a real human experience! We can feel as a human feels, we can know the feeling of living with a physical body. To know the pain of being human, is how we learn compassion. How can we truly understand without actually experiencing it? So, I am grateful for each and every moment, traumatic, blissful, or ordinary. Each is perfect and part of the experience.
I am just sharing what has been helpful for me, and how I work the energy. Thank-you for being here, subscribing to the list and sharing your sagacity, kindness, encouragement and comradery of spirit. Your presence is truly a blessing.
Namaste'
Heidi
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