To: K-list
Recieved: 2004/08/26 23:38
Subject: [K-list] anxiety
From: allan gaskins
On 2004/08/26 23:38, allan gaskins posted thus to the K-list:
Hi all,
My name is Allan and I have returned to this list after a few yrs. I have read with great interest and gratitude the recent thread about kriyas, angst, depression, etc - here is my question for those who would share insight
I have anxiety/depression also, have had it since my mid-twenties,( I am now 47) and am currently on klonopin and zoloft - (altho i quit the zoloft about 2 months ago) I have long believed that the excess energy of anxiety, if properly channeled, would be a marvelous boon to the physical and spiritual experience, but altho i have had small successes with this rerouting, as it were, have had no lasting success. Recently, the stressors in my life have greatly increased, as have the nerve and muscle spasms, the worst of it is in my feet, and grounding doesn't help as much as it used too. Now i realize the increased stressors are a factor, and i will be getting a physical in the near future, but i am interested most in this concept of energy management, if u will.
One more thing. In my quest for balance, i have had success with what i can best describe as letting what in my path would be called the Holy Spirit "feed" as it were, on the sexual energy - bizarre huh? Reminiscent of a Shakti/Shiva union, or in Christian terms, possibly the marriage Supper of the Lamb. Now am i completely off the volt meter here, or does anyone think i im on to something - or just on something, lol
Bless u all for ur insights
Namaste
Everything is relative to the mind, including the mind itself.
Facts are merely the points at which understanding is temporarily satisfied.
ONENESS,
Allan
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