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Recieved: 2004/08/10 20:26
Subject: RE: [K-list] mental clarity, where are you?
From: Guy Johnson
On 2004/08/10 20:26, Guy Johnson posted thus to the K-list:
Hi Annabel?
I have experienced this transition toward creativity and away from
linear thought. Generaly I have just surrendered to this and I don't try to
remember the details that many others find so important. I am able to do
thinks linearly for short durations, like a few hours, but days of
functioning on that level would make me crash. My wife and I live on a
horse farm and train horses as well as doing emotional healing work for
animals who have beeen unable to cope with other trainers ancient methods of
dominence and force.
This allows my life to be very quiet and introspective. There are
few human entities wihin miles of the farm so I have little to deal with.
The barrage of energy from areas of high populations would be overwelming if
I did not just allow myself to experience without attatchment. I will have
an opportunity to test this shortly as I recently have decided to do a few
speaking engagements in California in Oct. I will be using one of my most
practical tools which is to help people recognize emotional patternsfrom
trauma and turning point events. We willl learn a variety of techniques for
identifying emotional and behavioural patterns within ones self. Part of
our study is bringing these feelings up and allowing them, in the full glory
of their stored energy to manifest and surrendering them to the Creator.
As we surrender these fears we will practise opening our hearts and filling
these newly emptied spaces with love. We will also work on changing thought
and speach patterns to reflect an expanding consciousness and state of
being. The fun part is we will do yoga relaxation techniques before we go
into a lot of energy sharing.
I am getting lost here as what I wanted to say is: No matter how
non linear the general content of the weekend I will really have to bring
myself together enough to travel and be capable of sharing my message. I
will feel my old way of being and the fears of the public or lack of
selfworth that would have run my life unknown to myself in an earlier time.
I do not find suppressing passions to be a viable long term solution as
unresolved emotions either inherited or learned from lessons in the persons
present life are store in your DNA in every cell of our body and passed on
in the celular rebirth in the life death cycle of the billions of individual
cells within the body making up the whole, like sailors on a battleship each
with their own function coming together in an awsum unity of surrender to
the good of the whole..
Emotional memories that are unresolved at the time of a childs
conceptiion are passed on to your children in the DNA. The debilitating
pain of various types ( physical emotional intellectual beliefs )associated
with kundalini are due the surfacing of emotions from self insight due to
higher states of consciousness attained. These insights can bring about
elation but as the wonder of that lightening flash of consciousness subsides
one tends to slide into the murky depths of dispair as that which was clear
is not and all we have is the knowledge that some grander state exists but
we cannot stay there because we have so much healing that we can't remember
what it was exactly as though in some dense fog. We continue to trudge
along in our lives making choices. Some forget the flashes of light and some
continue to seek. If we continue to seek awareness our flashes of light
come more frequently and with longer durations and tear apart our beliefs we
hold most dear. For many of us it is much like trench warfare as ego
surrenders up one small piece of real estate at a time till there is nothing
left but the "Keep" that bastion of core beliefs that make up our perception
of ourselves and they are often the beliefs held up as positive. We have
struggled enough the white flag is raised we sigh with total surrender and
open the gates but instead of being pillaged, love and harmony replaces fear
anger and hate. Without the confines of intellectual beliefs creativity has
no bounds as that is you being you and not filtering.
Namaste
Guy
>From: ilove annabel <witchholewixATyahoo.com>
>To: K-listATkundalini-gateway.org
>Subject: [K-list] mental clarity, where are you?
>Date: Tue, 10 Aug 2004 10:55:37 -0700 (PDT)
s, I have been
>dealing with this insanely stubborn mental cloud. I
>found that between my undergrad and graduate work, the
>way I learned changed. I began to deal with issues
>like ADD and spelling errors- in fact, it is even
>difficult for me to put sentences together, when it
>used to be so easy with me. I have a hard time making
>lists, and it is as though there is just a dense fog
>covering any clarity that may exist underneath. My
>second year of grad school I had to write my master's
>thesis, and I had the most frustrating writers block.
>I'm just having a hard time thinking in linear ways.
>Interestingly, I've become unbelievably creative, and
>have no problem with abstract thinking- or anything
>non-linear. Has anybody else experienced this sort of
>fog? If so, does anyone have any ideas for clearing it?
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