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Recieved: 2004/08/05 01:25
Subject: RE: [K-list] Heart Touched
From: Rich
On 2004/08/05 01:25, Rich posted thus to the K-list:
I found perfection. It's at the bottom of the yard, just inside the little
shed with the frail lock.
To get there I have to walk through the overgrown weeds and the litter blown
by the winds that I never bothered to clean up.
I keep thinking about these weeds and the litter. I must do something about
it. Why is perfection only in my little shed?
One day the sun is shining so bright I don't notice the weeds and the
litter. My attention hasn't gone on to them.
The light of attention.
My mind is pure like a crystal without blemish. No fingerprints.
I don't believe there is anything bad about the weeds and litter. They need
a home too.
r
...OnlY dEAth Is rEAl...
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> Greetings All:
>
> My heart is so very touched by all the feedback I have received and am
> receiving still from those on this list. Thank you.
>
> Today it is as though i exist only as pure perception and as very
> comfortable in my body. Sentient. I find that the aloneness and the
> extreme "need" for the "other" or "to be held" happens to me when I have
> had
> to face the world, ie. go to town for supplies and town business. I enjoy
> being in town, everyone here, where i live in these BC mountains is so
> lovely, really we are so tender and accepting with one another. However
> it
> does seem that the actuality of being in the world, i.e. concrete,
> electricity and electric wiring, automobiles and fumes and heat and crowds
> and just the business of doing business and maybe even all the energies of
> all the people holding pain, which they don't even know about, their own
> unconscious sense of separation, as Gustaf says so beautifully, all this
> movement in the world apparently degrades my love.
>
> And in the degradation, need for the other and an extreme sense of
> aloneness arises. As I sit here writing all this i begin to break out in
> a
> sweat of heat, which lets me know---enough already.
>
> In stillness, where I disappear, the I that will die that is, the
> personality disappears, and beyond existence where there is no movement in
> the world, consciousness that I am, here as pure perception, there is no
> aloneness. There is no one here to be alone.
>
> Thank you and blessings to you all, deesutra
>
>
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