To: K-list
Recieved: 2004/08/01 12:42
Subject: [K-list] Kundalini and shaktipat
From: Blues-Connection
On 2004/08/01 12:42, Blues-Connection posted thus to the K-list:
Hello,
I'm Seb, I'm new to this K-list. Nice to meet you all. I am very interested in the process of kundalini and shaktipat, which I learned through many books or articles I have read. Basically my knowledge about it is only intellectual, since I don't practice meditation and never felt anything special in my spine... However my young brother practice Siddha Yoga and meditation and told me how he got shaktipat during one of their meeting (but Gurumayi was not present !!!???). I had not seen my brother in 3 years because I expatriated to asia, but when we met recently, I noticed he had completely changed, he now seems very (too much ??!!!) sensitive and quite slow in acting or answering questions...he also cried several times in one week just because he was "feeling" something sad about me or our family... He also seemed to feel pains in some of his chakras (heart, stomach) even during normal activities. So he basically turned into a strange person. My concern is this: is the K awakening worth all those troubles ? Will those troubles fade away ? How do you know for sure that your K is awakened ? Is it possible that it is awakened without having done any meditation or felt anything in the spine ? I definitely felt an expansion in my consciousness recently, but how can I tell if it is only intellectual, or from a physical K awakening ? I tried to meditate a few times and I know this is positive, but I still can't push myself to do it regularly, my excuse is a lack of time... i also tried some free yoga classes with Sahaja Yoga a few times, but I didn't feel any K awakening in my spine or the cool breeze they claim we should feel, and since I read some negative things about Sahaja and Siddha Yoga on internet, I stopped the courses. Did some of you have had experiences with Sahaja or Siddha Yoga ? But my biggest question is: how can I get shaktipat and K awakening ? I want to feel the K up my spine like so many claim they have experienced...Spirituallity interests me a lot, but I am also down to earth and want to FEEL the physical symptoms in order to KNOW for sure that something is happening. Hope you see what I mean. Anyway, thanks for any advices.
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