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Recieved: 2004/07/29 12:17
Subject: [K-list] Re: lights and stuff
From: mara lynn
On 2004/07/29 12:17, mara lynn posted thus to the K-list:
What's the saying, I think it is... the only thing we have to fear, is fear itself.
I think we just have to go through that process when we're trying to face something, it takes time. Like falling in love. One minute, you're gun ho, the next, you're running for your life cause you feel like you're losing your identity. Such a comic irony in all of it-although not while you're in it!
The blues I've seen, have always given me a good feeling. The blue sparkles in the air were so beautiful it didn't seem it could have anything negative about it. The energy around it was very uplifting, and felt very high level. It was as if there were blue sparkling diamonds showering down.
In meditation, I feel like I am looking at the very essence of my self, and if I am really that beautiful blue, that is awesome!
Maybe you're looking at a portal to your own consciousness...and the question is, will you enter or not.
Of course, I may be totally off base, but its fun to speculate.
Ranbir Singh wrote:
v\:* {behavior:url(#default#VML);}o\:* {behavior:url(#default#VML);}w\:* {behavior:url(#default#VML);}.shape {behavior:url(#default#VML);}
If only I knew,
its kind of one of those things whereby its appearing regularly more often and I secretly want it to disappear, like I´m afraid of something,
or when I focus on it, just gently drifts to the side and out of view.
I believe you are right it is some portal,
but I have a habit of pushing myself too hard sometimes and I think I can only be ready to enter when all parts of me of ready.
I´m in two minds about it, half of me wants to find out more and go deeper and the other wants nothing to do with it.
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