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Recieved: 2004/07/23 12:46
Subject: [K-list] synchronicity and everything
From: mara lynn
On 2004/07/23 12:46, mara lynn posted thus to the K-list:
All the posts seem to flow together lately like I am a river and everything is just flowing through me.
Weather is shifting, yes, but isn't the truth really just about waking up, becoming aware...inside that affects the outside. Then it all just flows together and who cares where its all going because its all just flowing along and its the ride thats fun.
So many signs since K but I imagine they were all there anyhow I just couldn't access them for having my eyes closed. Recognizing that makes it easier to let go and forgive others for sleeping through their journey, even though its lonely sometimes and I didn't recognize for a long time they were just asleep so how could I be upset with them. Like talking to a sleepwalker, they are just unaware even though they look awake.
After K, a magic carpet ride, sometimes a wonderland of fun, sometimes a nightmare of hell, but all an incredible and blessed ride never regretted. So many magical experiences like those children with the squirrel and the sky falling. Had one the other day with a storm raging all around the house, 360 degrees of black lightning filled sky, yet the sun blazing down on my house in the middle of it, untouched, and I had to run outside to watch and giggle like a little kid. What fun. Always something to remind me how awesome it is to be when life has been looking a little bleak or I'm feeling lost or maybe just focused on the wrong things. I think back on all the signs and some of the littliest things matter most, things that would be completely insignificant to someone else.
I think sometimes how the energy has moved through my head and it could be painful and seemed to be doing strange things all of its own design but if I relaxed and let it do its thing it eventually faded. How amazing that it just seems to do what it is going to do, in my body, this living thing alive in me that is has taken me to places that exist only in fairy tales to those unawakened.
Love reading all your posts so much sharing my heart hugs you all.
Mara Lynn
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