To: K-list
Recieved: 2004/07/20 15:06
Subject: [K-list] silence
From: alicia steffes
On 2004/07/20 15:06, alicia steffes posted thus to the K-list:
I was thinking that if i stayed away from people forever they couldnt bug me anymore because sometimes i think Oh my Gosh I cant tbelieve I am part of this human race and sometimes I think I cannot deal with another issue with a friend or a family member or anyone.............. sometimes I think my sense of self is stubborn and ignorant and stuck up for not involving myself with someone who maybe could help me too.maybe they really do want to love me and help me finicialy and I have pride or maybe I have learned my lesson form and can go it alone now but maybe I will lose everything too cause I am stubborn or maybe have chosen to go to the gods of the universe and ask for true knowledge and awakening and thereby by granted a favor of earthly so,litude called money I hate money because it is something I need and I do not like to need anything , but havent I deserved the right to own my own place of owning? Havent i involved myself to the point of being evolved!
Now to the place of being involved i get tired or maybe just tired period not depressed certainly I know what depression is It is in my own joys i want peace and time to be peaceful. This world makes me weary and I am just tired of seeing what I see in this life in regards to humans. Am I lazy am I not filled up with love am I not alive enough to care anymore. then I read the story about the monk who was busy praying in his cave .... a robber comes in from the city and takes his bowl, his spoon , his food and some other stuff , money and so the praying monk wakes from his abysiss of prayer and sees the robber running down the hill and the monk jumps after him tearing down the hill crying after the man saying here , dont go here take this he hands him the robe he is wearing ....................... and I guess all I can say today is true compassion is the key to making life matter for others and also if you dont know how to
react to someone or you feel they are pushing your buttons for there own issues maybe you should play the role they so desperately need but if your tired like me and dont want to be a sacrifice to anyone anymore then silence is the best choice just pure silence for then they are forced to find there own truth for silence is the truth the answer lays in silence be still be one with this magnificent earth and no dont hide away but doing a lot of praying and just see what comes to you instead of you reacting to everything. peace and love to all Alicia
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