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Recieved: 2004/07/08 13:12
Subject: Re: [K-list] Shaktipat
From: mara lynn
On 2004/07/08 13:12, mara lynn posted thus to the K-list:
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Dear Rome,
You wrote:
I would appreciate any and all opinions.
This is only mine.
Does this "guidance" you are hearing have your best interest at heart? Do you FEEL that it is in YOUR highest good to follow it? If such information was coming from a source that had your best interest at heart, it would be loving, kind, compassionate, and NEVER ever harmful to you, NEVER coersive, NEVER telling you what you must do.
You were given free will to chose in each moment love or fear. Anything creating fear thoughts within you is not from a source in your best interest-nor is it from a higher source. No true teacher of God would ask you to break a vow to yourself. No true teacher would require you to have sex with them. No true teacher would use coersion, psychic ability or gifts to put fear thoughts in your mind. There are many imposters who pose as teachers, who use the psychic abilities they have acquired to control others who are unaware of what is happening. You must learn to use discernment to take care of yourself. The only true teacher is within yourself, your own connection to the divine Source, which would never ask you to harm yourself. or try to get you to do things that make you physically ill.
Many have acquired "gifts" along the path of awakening, as the chakras are cleared. It does not mean everyone uses or even understands how to use those gifts appropriately, for if all energy centers are not clear, then there can be mistakes and misuse of energy. One may be aware of this or not, in either case, errors occur. Power is an attachment that is difficult to transcend, and many get caught in its web. For someone who can send energetically thoughts to others to manipulate them, this power game is more important to them than being a symbol of well, how to say it, Christ/Buddha energy, which is the highest we can manifest on this plane.
You must ask yourself from your heart, and connect that answer to your head, and to your feelings, what is in my best interest? What is in the best interest of my family? If you have to keep asking yourself over and over again to keep on your path then do it.
If what is happening does not feel right to you, then I would assume that it is coming from a source of psychic coersion, whether on this plane or another. In this case, learning how to deal with such things would be in your highest good. Finding another teacher who doesn't require breaking vows or creating disharmony in your life would be in your highest good. You may be getting bombarded with psychic manipulation. If the dreams, thoughts are trying to get you to do something you wouldn't normally do, then you can bet on it. I wouldn't walk away, I would RUN.
Learn how to psychically protect yourself, and create loving thoughts around you and your family, instead of being wide open to giving others control over your actions, or just being open to attack.
It's your life, no one elses, to use as you wish, for your highest good. No coercion involved. Only love from the Source, which doesn't require that you DO anything, only that you BE who you are. No true teacher would require you to DO anything for them. A true teacher only tries to help you uncover that which you already are, to connect you with the Christ/Buddha/ (etc) Divine energy within yourself.
Again, only my opinion. Sending you much loving energy and peace. Claim your own power within. All you need is there.
Namaste,
Mara
I am a married woman in my early 40's with two small children under the age of 7. In late January my priest (not Catholic but Christian) shaktipat me while I received communion at the alter. I had some yoga in the past and knew about chakras and energy. I met with the priest who said I would have to break a vow....tantra. I have done some pretty intense research on Kundalini, tantra, enlightenment etc since then. I am not an expert by any means. I have heard a voice twice tell me that I am to have the priests son. I have even been told what to name him. At the time my husband and I were discussing that he have a vasectomy. I heard a voice say that he should not do this. I did not plan on having anymore children. I actually went into denial about all of this. One night at dinner my 6 year old looked at me and said that I was going to get a big belly and have a baby. A boy he thought. I had a dream of another son that looked as my first one does. I also had a dream that I had a babe at
my breast. My sister called me and asked me if I had planned on another child as she had a dream I had a baby.
I don't have anyone to talk to about this. I was very glad to have found this list. Initially I did surrender but I starting to fight when I thought I was to be one of many woman to have his child. I am not sure that that is correct. There is a woman that he had tantra with back some months ago. I may be jumping to conclusions by assuming she is pregnant. My fighting has made me ill and so I have again surrendered. There has been a lot of healing going on with my emotions but I have also had a lot of physical illness from it. I realize that I still have a choice in this child. I just wanted to know if it is common to have guru/master/priests child? Thanks for this list and listening.
Love,
Rome
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