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Recieved: 2004/07/04 16:11
Subject: [K-list] Bah!!
From: J.1 G.

On 2004/07/04 16:11, J.1 G. posted thus to the K-list:





i hate k right now. i got to experiance a horrible night. no sleep, just a
bunch of paranoia, paired with "maybe i can fix what is happening to me"
impluses. i keep on getting this perspective change that turns me so i
think someone else is doing this to me..and on the other end of it, i get
the perspective that if i think someone is doing this to me, then somehow
i'm creating that. fer TWO years its been hell, and i'm starting to trust
that i just kind of accidently push all the hell out onto the original
people who made me paranoid in the first place. corse that doesn't sound
like a very heartly decision, but there's no love in what i am going
through. i used to laugh all night :/ there used to be funny dreams, and
weird sexual energy come ons. now k wants blood. :|
-dies-





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