To: K-list
Recieved: 2004/07/04 15:12
Subject: Re: [K-list] Diet , Energy
From: Lone Path
On 2004/07/04 15:12, Lone Path posted thus to the K-list:
Hi Shadow,
You say, “i hardly eat anything , but dont shed a pound. i work out every day and i get fatter and fatter’ – More or less the same for me.
You say, “my life's a mess and i am 'clearing' negativity as i find that i only have aquaintences and a friend’ – My life doesn´t seem a mess but I too only have acquaintances and no real friends as such. What is a friend anyway, but someone who we expect something from or who expects something from us! When that expectation is not received or given, then the so-friend disappears! When there is no expectation on either side, then can you truly call that person a friend! My experience of the path is that the further you climb the further you feel isolated because there is less and less in common with others who wish to stay where they are, and banal conversation becomes so tiring and seems such a waste of time.
You say, “kundalini seems to be about feeling, not believing’ – For me, Kundalini is more than feeling, it is Living and experiencing, it is changing and metamorphosising, only to find Truth hidden behind truth, and eventually to become!
You say, “where is the reality , where is the touch of a girl’ – Reality is beyond concepts and the senses, it is there to be seen, heard and felt if we are open enough to dare. As to “where is the touch of a girl’, who needs this when the Kundalini touches every part of you.
You say, “am i insane?’ – You are as insane as mankind thinks it is sane but, oh, what it is to be insane, sigh!
You say, “one sock on at a time, problematic and heavy i am, but why would the path i chose make me this way and distant?’ – You are what you think, but that is not your true self. The path leads you where you need to be in order for you to become.
You say, “…and no one in my life that'll stay’ - Why would anyone stay when Life is nothing but constant change and movement. It is to learn to let go, to not grasp, that will make you feel that there is no need for anyone to stay.
You say, “is it like this for anyone else nowadays? to be understood much like a maze?’ – Yes, it is like this for me too and I wouldn´t have it any other way. What it is to be 'now' than what I was before even though most do not understand me!
Best wishes and much Love,
Grotweed
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