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Recieved: 2004/07/02 14:55
Subject: Re: [K-list] CFS and the Kundalini
From: Lone Path
On 2004/07/02 14:55, Lone Path posted thus to the K-list:
Hi Dormouse,
You ask, “How are you managing with your CFS?’ – I´m managing fine thank you, as far as I am concerned it is just a question of adaptation and getting on with life as best I can. I see the positive within the experience, how it has affected my life in a positive way and I don´t tend to ponder on the negative. It has taught me to ‘let go´ of control completely and to even enjoy the opposite of the ‘fast lane´ which I was used to. Some days are difficult of course but I avoid falling into a state of self-pity and victimisation. Life carries on and is just as beautiful, it is just seeing it from a different angle I would say.
You say, “I have discovered I am much better if I am incredibly careful what I eat…..’ – I have had a problem with food since I can remember and over the years it has got worse. Of course, everyone thought that there was something medically wrong with me but the doctors could not find anything until I started writing everything down that I ate. The problem was chemicals, anything that has been ‘tampered’ with I cannot eat. There are so many chemicals in food nowadays, whether added or whether used to enhance growth of vegetables or fruit, that my body rejects it all and my body doesn´t even want to digest it and vomits it after a couple of hours. There are very few things I can eat now and my body has adapted to going for long intervals, sometimes a week or more, without eating. This does not affect my health, nor my weight at all. Perhaps in your case it is a similar problem, a question of chemicals. I am a very sensitive person, I ‘feel´ everything around me, I have become
like a ‘mobile feeling engine´, hehehe!
You say, “Being on that diet has quickly led to a delightful new development in the K activity and I have lately had orgasmic type sensations in one chacra or another for much of each day and I am beginning to feel it simultaniously in several of my chacras, even in minor chacras such as the palm of the hands’ – If you are referring to “orgasmic’ sensations as sexual stimulus, then I can say that this sensation is usually ‘dead´ in me unless I am truly in love with someone, in which case it is vibrant and all-encompassing, and even ecstatic. As to the “palm of the hands’, yes I have this too, in fact when people have asked me to lay my hands on them to appease pain or to help their healing, sometimes I have had to hold my hands at a distance because the heat gets too much for them and they have the sensation that I am burning them.
You say, “I just wonder if the CFS is a result of some fine tuning by K that leaves one much more vulnerable if not catering for the increased sensitivity. That is only a guess though...’ – Yes, it is very possible. From what I gather, the Kundalini energy is a burning fire which, when the physical body is not quite ‘ready´, can damage or destroy the nervous system, and CFS is a neurological problem is it not. With regard to me personally, I had been working on an alignment technique which seemed to activate expansions of consciousness – part of my personal research – and I remember 3 weeks before the onset of CFS, that my physical body felt stressed. Perhaps I went too far and/or too quickly with what I was experimenting with which caused CFS. Who knows!
You say, “>When I am awake it is voluntary. But at night I do stop breathing frequently and have to sleep with a positive airway pressure machine to keep my windpipe open so I can breath. This problem developed when I had my metal fillings removed - I had a lot and although I had the amalgam removed carefully with a protective rubber dam and also only one filling removed a month, each time one was removed the sleep apnea got worse. Homeopathy seems to be helping. Reading the 'Question for K-List' post, about mercury poisoning and K was interesting, is it another example of increased sensitivity? or is linked to throat chacra blocks I have been battling with?’ – I too have apnoea which the doctors say is serious but I refuse to use an airway pressure machine because I have had this problem all my life, in fact I even stop breathing during the day as well. As to mercury poisoning, my doctor has done the relevant blood tests but there doesn´t seem to be any evidence of mercury.
You say, “I agree it must be psychic phenomena, but where does the energy for it come from I wonder? Does the K arise from the same source or does it provide the energy?’ – I don´t think the Kundalini provides the psychic experiences somehow because I know of a few psychics who don´t seem to have a Kundalini awakening. I don´t know, I can only surmise, but I would say that psychic experiences come from the mind, states of ‘clear´ mind.
You say, “I find this extremely interesting! How did you come across them? Can you recall anything they taught you?’ – Oh yes, I do remember and I still keep in touch although more rarely now, they have taught me to find my own answers. When it first started I just asked questions in my mind whilst contemplating life and they would give me answers. Much later on when I was adult, I was even able to visit them although they don´t normally allow me to do this but in case of emergency. The very first answer they ever gave me at the age of 7-8 was to my question of “what is God?’ The answer they gave me was that God was the Universe, everything, that the body of God was the Universe itself, and that I was very much like a cell in a physical body but in the Body of God and so was everyone else. This gave me much understanding as to the chaos in the world in fact and gave me a particular interest in the human anatomy so that I could understand this Universe, this Body of God.
One of my spiritual experiences of being in the Void told me that this particular experience was the closest I could ever get to ‘seeing´ God because how can you ever see something that you are ‘in´, you would have to see it from the outside which is impossible in our case. There were many more answers given, as to suffering, as to purpose, etc. and these answers always helped me to get through life in this chaotic world of ours.
These “sages’ as I call them seem nothing like some of the extraterrestrials that are generally talked about because they are far from hostile, in fact they just ooze with love and are extremely humorous. In fact, the video that I saw of the different species indicates that very little is known of this particular type, but what is known about them ties in in practically all cases with what I know of them.
Best wishes and much Love,
Grotweed
PS. Dormouse, on 10th July I have been invited to a meeting whereby a French lady who is doing a survey on extraterrestrial experiences and abductions will be present. If I find out anything of interest I will let you know. I am only really interested in the spiritual aspects of this subject so I will try to bring the conversation around to this, and possibility the Kundalini as well.
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