To: K-list
Recieved: 2004/06/28 04:27
Subject: [K-list] Re: K-list Digest, Vol 12, Issue 13
From: Shadow121

i have a buyers remorse


i spend that last four years in pursuit of myself and this math equation that
is never ending and designed in a way to not be understood. focusing my
ehteric formations and utilizing a merkaba have taken me far from who i once was.
my interests and desires are not the same that i agree with to an extent. mind
transformations, daily time study periods, chakra exploring. all of this has
taken me away from my body. i am analyzing the fabric of relaity and i have an
urge to find balance in life. it has taken me away from passion of life and i
am distanced by this information about reality that i am interested in.

so as a result , and pardon my walking into this area of taboo (i am new to
the group), i have become really exceedingly horrable at having sex. all of
this "my energy vibrations being consistant" as a problem, is taking me far away
from who i am and what i want to be. assocations and finding truth is riddling
me with fear.

as a side note, my body tingles all the time (ever ending , seriously) to a
code of pressures, warmth, cold, tingling. all over my body all the time. so
this has really made me feel creepy cause i dont know what the heck is going on.


i hope that maybe someone can help me with this problem , with a kundalini
method , extraterrestrial , from the heart , anything. i'm a 'freak' and have so
much fear inside from all of life and what has happened to me through this
tingling.

hoping to hear anything,
Patrick

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