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Recieved: 2004/06/24 21:06
Subject: RE: [K-list] angulimala
From: J.1 G.
On 2004/06/24 21:06, J.1 G. posted thus to the K-list:
>
>is it okay to repost this Rick?
>i just read it and seems v
>pertinent to my plight.
>(or flight)
>(or night)
>(or sight)
>all of the above.
>
>the story of angulimala,
>
>A young boy who was discharged from school, due to
>misunderstanding, went back home . He was shunned by
>his family and asked to leave the house to save the
>family from humiliation. Young boy that he was he
>begged .. but to no avail, he went to his relatives ,
>they shunned him there. Everybody in his town shunned
>him. He was left desperate and hungry and was refused
>food. This turned him into a psychopath. He wandered
>the highways, murdering carvans of people single
>handedly, cutting off their finger and garlanding
>himself with it. ( that´s where his name came from)
>He became the most dreaded murderer of his day. When
>one day Buddha walked his way. He rushed to kill him
>but just could not. He just developed a feeling of
>immense love towards him and became his disciple.
>……..later he was stoned to death in a town who
>recognized him, but being spiritual, he bore the
>stones and breathed his last. Just before which Buddha
>came to him, caressed him , put him on his lap and
>gave him liberation.
>
>This seems to indicate that when people are cruel and heartless to you,
>and you respond with rage, not having another channel resourceful to you,
>and flagrantly impose your cutthroat will upon all- without thought or
>perception,
>you are very very bad.
>when a holy being filled with grace encounters you, merely encounters you,
>he/she is protected by being full of light, or grace (whatever term).
>Magnetically transferring all such awareness and unconditional love
>and forgiveness, so as to heal that person. In a REAL way.
>from the inside out. By the frequency of the 'awareness waves'; like
>water meeting it's own level.
>Then when you die, they bring you a welcome basket, a time-share condo in
>the Bermudas, a few big bags of gold and a goose that lays golden eggs,
>exotic seeds of thought, a Lear-jet and a fast car. Plus they give you
>a well-deserved hug.
>:-)
>am i understanding this correctly?
>v
>(very dense - even opaque sometimes)
(i'm in a hurry and i might be mispelling or providing you with concepts my
reality tunnel paints on the walls, but they all look nice_)
well, lets say that math is intergrated into life. meaning, you can look at
life as being a very intence, impossible to really grasp or understand
equasion..a math problem.... Life is just a big problem..but you see..the
answers are in the back of the book...anyway, our boy Angulimala, you see,
his life is this one big equasion, and his equasion just fits snug and
securly in with the rest of the problems in life. His life balances out. The
tourture his family provided is equal to the love that buddha first gave
him. He didn't understand school..but he did learn to become buddha's
disipal......he attacked and killed people-this a doubble wammy, first of
all, he's creating a "negative", and the worst part is, that his life has
been sooo bad that he feels the need to act this way, its not his fault, its
just the life he was given.....the oppisite of that would be meeting buddha,
all the love that came from that relationship probably just about balanced
out the murder ...I tell you! this story is simply a matter of balance. The
good and the bad weigh each other out...scientificly this makes perfect
sence.. life is balanced, and therefor all components of life are also
balanced. Corse, the things we humans don't normally notice is how the
positive and the negative are really one in the same...meaning its not black
and white, at least not all the time, at least half the time the positive
and the negative are really a blend..and we don't nessicarily see the
positivity, or the negativity in the things we do...Such as..quiting a job
effects a lot of people, the workers, the customers, the change of income
even effects the bank, and you not having money effect the grocery store,
your local service pump, you start doing drugs and you turn to
prostitution...quitting a job probably effects the world around you in an
equally positive and negative way.
murder is terrible, 9 people were shot in detroit last night.. but how many
people woke up today, saw the news and suddenly mental stimulation become
interesting, how many people read that artical and wanted to find out what
else was going on the world around them? these 9 people effected a large
number of people, most of them in a very small tiny way..chances are...half
of the people effected were effected in a positive way, and half of them in
a negative way...in truth...most people were effected in a positive/negative
way, or a negative/positive way, or some blend of the two..
i just wanted to say something else too, it doesn't really make any sence.
another way of looking at this is, we don't really "have" souls.. "our soul"
isn't really our soul-its not something we own, in fact our souls are much
more likely to be something that we've won, in a contest perhaps, we call it
the human race?..spiritually there are no police, laywers, or judges to come
and figure things out if a tree on someone else's soul has fallen on our
yard...
;x
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