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Recieved: 2004/06/15 18:43
Subject: RE: [K-list] Memory Loss
From: Mystress
On 2004/06/15 18:43, Mystress posted thus to the K-list:
At 02:37 AM 15/06/2004, Gustaf Grefberg wrote:
>Dear Grotweed
>
>I have a friend who is going through just the same thing as you. I've had
>similar symptoms, but on a much lighter scale so far. She told me that she
>was losing memories and the capability to think clearly, and the only way to
>function for her is to follow intuition and inner guidance.. She told me
>that every time she tried to access something that was not in the NOW, in
>the present moment, she would not remember or understand. Gradually she
>would know everything she needed to know, but by accessing them in the
>present, and not in the past. Does this make any sense?
Exactly so, that was my experience... and gradually I forgot how to
think... and now consider too much thinking to be a sign that I need a
vacation. Silent mind, knows what it needs to know, in the moment.
Yet, I have a good memory, in many ways. Just accustomed to watching the
show, memories and information presented as needed, instead of digging up
memories like they are worms for fishing. The memories are not lost, but
the new retrieval system is the opposite of the old one.
For example, if I have misplaced something, the moment stop thinking,
give up and say out loud that I do not know where it is, my body will walk
me to it and put my hand on it, even before my eyes can see it. In the
moment of surrender, Goddess provides.
It works, so it becomes a habit. The magic words for accessing the
infinite mind? "I don't know"
Surrender. Give up.
> It seems that K
>takes us towards a conciousness of living fully in the present, with higher
>guidance, and it could probably be a process of "pulling us away" from the
>old ways of interacting with the world in form of analyzing sensory input,
>using the intellect and memories etc.
You bet. The part of your brain that does that stuff, is the "weakest
link." It is GIGO. Logic has only the input it can comprehend and sort
through. The intuitive mind is infinite, and outside of time. It knows
everything. You get way smarter when you give up thinking and just listen.
>Myself I've found it difficult to keep an identity. Each time I find a new
>identity, it's mercilessly ripped out from under me. Trying to "think"
>things through is sometimes very uncomfortable, and I feel compelled to stop
>doing so and instead stay in the moment.
What makes you think you need an identity? Really?
When you take the hint and stop building them, then Goddess won't have
to stomp them flat like Godzilla making a parking spot. Infinite is too big
to fit into one of those, and infinite is you. Your true Self cannot fit
into the corset of identity your ego makes.
>Someone once told me, that if we stay fully present in the moment, with
>openness, everything that we need will come to us.. It appears that the
>process of coming to this can be a difficult one! This is all I know as of
>right now.
Yes, it is ascension... and you cannot get there with baggage as heavy
as what most thoughts and worries are!
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