To: K-list
Recieved: 2004/06/09 10:45
Subject: RE: [K-list] Interesting...Very
From: Gustaf Grefberg
On 2004/06/09 10:45, Gustaf Grefberg posted thus to the K-list:
Amazing!
It sounds like a truly profound experience. Most of the mudras we do with
our hands, sitting postures in yoga etc, serve exactly this purpose, to
connect the male and female energies. To read about someone doing it so
naturally, so beautifully truly fills my heart with joy. I am by no means
any mantra expert, but doesn't "Ma" mean "Mother?" Kali Ma (Mother Kali),
Ma Durga, etc.. Assuming it is Sanskrit of course. If it's not, I have no
idea. What does the mantra resonate to you? Does it tell you anything? Have
you sat down and repeated it to yourself afterwards?
I did energy juggling with my wife once, with our hands connected. I wonder
what would happen if we would keep at it for a longer time.
With love
Gustaf
Dear List,
First of all, where is the list of a few years ago? Have we all figured
what's going on and bagged out of discussion? Obviously and I know
things
change, but where are you all?
I'd like to present a description of what happened last night. Very
odd,
very strange, yet not. It's as if I forgot the <immense-ness> of the
experience almost as suddenly as it occurred. It's like forgetting
complete
knowings...only to dissolve into...what?... human, earthly words, as
soon as
they're realized.
If anyone can give a clue as to what happened to me last night I will
welcome it. Private email is OK with me, but sharing with the list may
be
better. However, I'd really appreciate this experience <not> be
over-analyzed into rhetoric and dogma? I can't stand that. Religious
dogma
means nothing to me and, I'm sure, anyone like me who has experienced
this
sort of thing...especially "Christian" stuff. To me, Jesus was a Yogi
Master and there's nothing that indicates that he wasn't ....oh well.
RK...your thoughts are most welcome.
______________________
I was sitting "with" my computer, as usual, and for some reason, decided
to
'play' with the energy that comes from my hands. I held my hands out in
front of my face and felt the energy that comes between. I was
"bouncing"
this energy against my hands (I never put my hands together physically)
when
all of a sudden one hand became female and the other male. The energy
was
making love -- from one side of my body to the other. My right hand was
the
female, my left, the male. I became a part of this energy to the point
of
going into some kind of a trance. My hands and arms were doing
...whatever...on their own. I kissed and licked my hands, entwined with
each other. My arms lifted upwards and I remember a mantra. I was
repeating
this mantra: (this is how I wrote it down after coming out of the
trance)
Ba Rait Dam...Ba Rait Dam...Ah Ma.
I don't know where this came from except I have a vague memory of doing
something like this before..same time, same place..late at night in
front of
the computer.
Does anyone know what the mantra means? Does anyone know what this
energy
was doing ...with me? I'm sort of used to weirdness, if that's what you
want to call it, but this was really, kind of weird.
Well, that it's really. Good luck! For me too! ;-)
Hety
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