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Recieved: 2004/06/03 16:36
Subject: [K-list] RE: K-list Digest, Vol 12, Issue 1
From: Guy Johnson

Dear Bhavin,

      I taught myself how to stop the words in my head in about 1970 and
discovered an amazing energy in my body and found an awareness of control of
the processes within. Shortly afterward the idea of being able to orgasm by
concentrating on the energy between the eyes and the sexual energy that
appeared to be in the prostate came to me. I followed this idea with dogged
determination egged on by the pleasure that this dual concentration
generated. This was the period of kundalini awakening. It was in the fall of
1972 that I became enlightened and the years since have been the struggle to
remain in a state of enlightenment at all times. That required the emotional
healing of which I both neede and resisted and the complete reprograming of
my intellect where I became without juggement or beliefs. Both of these
processes were painful and demanded total surrender of fear of death.
Looking back I see that this has been a steady evolution of self and
expanssion of ego as I surrendered the beliefs that seperated self from what
I call the oversoul. I describe this as similar to a cell in my body
realizing that it is I the man. Only I the man have relized that I am I the
oversoul as you all are. The transition is awareness. I am 34 years into
this and every day has brought me more profound awareness. I have no idea
what awareness I will have 30 years from now but I conjecture that what I
know today will appear like a first grade reader to the consciousneess of
myself in this projected future. It is sad that my physical life and my
ability to share what little I know will end long before the I the man will
be even close to understanding the wisdom and knowledge available in the
light and love of creation. This is not that I cannot be one with God but I
will always be limited by my interpetations due to the primitive limitations
of the bodies ability to experience and communicate that experience to
myself and others. I will never know what I have missed, but I am gratefull
that I do not presume to have seen or been it all.

Namaste Guy

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