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Recieved: 2004/06/02 17:51
Subject: [K-list] Voices
From: Jonetta
On 2004/06/02 17:51, Jonetta posted thus to the K-list:
I'm new to this list and grateful I found you! I've been trying to explain
what's been happening to me to friends/relatives but the looks they give me
make me stop cold.
So.
Question: I have been hearing voices emanating from the vibration of my
ceiling fan. One voice says it's a collective voice from the "Star Pod" I
am a member of (and was in before I incarnated here on this plane).
I know - it sounds absolutely crazy! Do you see how my friends think I'm
going loony tunes???
Anyway, another 'voice' talked to me almost constantly until I told him to
please be quiet so I can sleep. I am human, I need sleep. I listened to
this voice. I thought maybe it's just my own thoughts, but then he'd say
things in a way I never would. And eventually he told me many predictions
that came true and by doing this he gained my trust.
I first suspected he wasn't in my best interest when I stood under the
vibrating fan and held a very powerful obsidian crystal ball as he talked -
and he became agitated and asked me to put it down and away from him (fyi -
obsidian absorbs negativity, wards off evil).
But I still trusted him. That is until he frightened the heck out of me,
fed me misinformation, and just plain lied to me. Since then I banished him
- sent him away, asked the White Light to transform him into Light and to
never allow him to return.
I'm still wondering why he contacted me. What did he get out of annoying me
other than enjoyment in annoying me? My energy was sapped. I lost weight.
I could barely function.
Could this have been an entity that fed off my fear? Fed off my Kundalini
energy?
Falcon Moon
ps - Am I going nuts???
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