To: K-list
Recieved: 2004/05/22 16:23
Subject: Re: [K-list] clarification
From: Deepak Srinivasan
On 2004/05/22 16:23, Deepak Srinivasan posted thus to the K-list:
Ramakrishna (i dunno if y know who he is, doesnt
matter, was a hindu saint) is supposed to have said
something to this effect,
devotion to spiritual and ultimate union with godhead
is experienced as bliss...god even gives you a "sexual
organ" with which you will constantly make love with
the universe.
Sexual pleasure is ONE form of pleasure. it is a
smaller bracket to bliss i think.
not getting answers means that the question within is
not stated to self clearly enough. or sometimes, the
logical mind thinks it needs more proof of the
occurrence as it may be baffled by the lack of
explanation. Feeling is what will gratify the need for
proof. The answer will come if desired clearly. Make a
strong clear statement of your query (even something
like "I am confused and i feel a lack of faith...i
need more concrete proof to see if my intuition is
really right and valid")
may bring in better results, satisfactory from within
is what i mean
enjoy your gift of perpetual bliss. It is truly yours
to relish.
TC
DEEPAK
--- prahalad purple <purpladATyahoo.com> wrote:
>
>
> Hey,
> I am new here, 25 years old, and I find from the
> ongoing discussions that there are quite a few
> spiritually scholar-ed people here. This has
> encouraged me to seek some answers here.
> I never really understood the deviant neuromuscular
> control, which seemed abnormal, in me. It was a
> source
> of amusement to me and others. For example being
> able
> to move one eye ball and one ear at a time at will.
> Also I had extremely strong sexual desires from as
> young as 5 year old. As I grew, I experienced weird
> sensations, which were triggered from will, inside
> my
> body. Until one day I suddenly experienced a sudden
> surge of electric orgasmic sensations in my head
> accompanied by viewing spiraling light around a
> dusky
> circle with my heart beating extremely rapidly. The
> next thing was feeling totally in heaven, light and
> cool and as blissful as it can get.
> Didn´t know what it was. After clarifying that I did
> not have a tumor or a brain related disorder, my
> curiosity led me towards religion. Here most of what
> I
> was feeling had been described. But still I was
> without a guide and followed where my heart guided
> me.
>
> I do not do any complex exercises like mudras or
> hatha
> yoga , and neither do I know exactly what meditation
> is. and I am not at all familiar with the technical
> terms. I just close my eyes and drown in the silent
> vibration that I feel in my head and body.
> Sometime back as I did this I heard sounds like
> gnmm-gnommmm-gnommm. The sounds came only when I
> “meditated’ (If I may call that), in a particular
> way
> at a particular place in my head (I don´t know what
> else to call that). I have been trying to read and
> learn by myself as I have not been lucky enough to
> get
> a teacher.
> My question:
> Nowadays as I meditate, (if I may call it that) I
> feel
> bubbles of mild yet emphatic “electric’ sensations
> going from my spine on to my head. As I let it loose
> in my head, I feel intense sexual like feeling in me
> head , It feels like my whole body is the phallus
> and
> my head is the head of the phallus with that same
> feeling and intensity as one would feel at the
> phallus
> head during sexual stimulation. This however has
> nothing to do with my sexual desire at all or sexual
> arousal, which is completely independent..
> I am perplexed and don´t know anything about this. I
> have tried hard to find mention/ explanation about
> this, searching a plethora of books and sites,
> but....
> :(.
> It would be very good if some one could let me know
> more about this or a place from whichI could get
> info
> .
>
> Thanx,
> Prahal
>
>
>
>
>
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