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Recieved: 2004/05/12 20:08
Subject: [K-list] loss of desire
From: Lori Matthews

On 2004/05/12 20:08, Lori Matthews posted thus to the K-list:




I have been dealing with this very issue for most of my life, I call it apathy. It comes in various times and for various reasons. Rather than a loss of desire, which points to depression, it is rather a lack of focus. My friends tease me during these times and claim that I am recharging my battery for the next battle. Perhaps there is something to that.

I find that the things that help the most during those times are grounding activities such as a walk in the forest cathedral, digging in the earth, growing plants, redecorating a room, etc. I find that it is virtually impossible to meditate during these times, but seem naturally more mindful.

Personally it sounds to me like you are in the process of making some sort of change or life decision, or K is in the process of making it for you.

Hope this helps at least a little

Peace, Love and Harmony
Lori

p.s. I find these times to be particularly useful for research, reading and investigating. Wonder if this possibly cycles, perhaps with moon cycles or something. You just never know. Instead I choose to enjoy it as much as possible, cause if there is one thing I have learned recently, it is that, "this too shall pass".

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